KOLYNSTIC :D

Rantings

2012-02-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

Hey yo guys! I know it's been sooooooo damn long since i've last blogged something.
Well, this is my usual ranting post, so close the window if you dont wanna read it.
See the "X" on the top right corner? Yeah, click that & byebye ^^

Alright, i've been pissed by alot of people recently, by family, by boyfriend, by classmates especially!
I know i should take it maturely & just ignore them, but seriously, i don't want this thing to build inside of me & get exploded one day, so might as well just rant everything out & end of story~

OKAY! Apparently i've been hated by some girls in class, i won't state names. You know it yourself girls.
For your information, i'm not noisy.. its the group i hangs out with being noisy. You don't hear me laughing so damn loud in class as if i scared people dont know i very happy like that, you don't see me screaming & shouting like a crazy bitch in class when teachers are around. I get serious at the right timing & fool around at the right timing. So please, don't be jealous because you're not having as much fun as we do.

I admit our group is noisy, i get irritated sometimes as well. YES! I DO. But seriously, what can i do? & WHAT CAN YOU DO? Will you be able to shut them up by hating them? No. Will you be able to shut them up by gossiping? HELL NO! So seriously. save your energy & use it for something else, that's my advise.

& this.. ITS FREAKING FINE IF YOU WANT ATTENTIONS. Get all you want & nobody's gonna bloody snatch them from you. Since you like it that much? GO AHEAD. But seriously, don't freaking insult us & think it's such a cool thing to do, acting like a good student or what not. You think you're all that great? Think again.
Hypocrites like you will die in this society in no time, you've got no one to blame if you got no friends in the end.
& 1 more thing, if you wanna tell lies, at least tell 1 which is convincing. Seriously, all your stories are so exaggerating that i can only fake a smile & that's the best i could entertain you. & that fake mask.. i've already seen through it, its okay if you wanna continue being like that. But judgmental people like you.. Sigh, i got nothing much to say, just.. good luck in your life if you're gonna continue behaving that way (:

School life can be fun, it can be stressful, it can be sad, it can be frustrating, it all just depends on how you wanna live your school life. No doubt, there'll be people who'll definitely hate you, you can't possibly satisfy every person you meet. But one thing i hate most is being hated for no reason like that. I didn't even spoke to some of them before, seriously, why am i being hated when i never even did something that offended them -.-
I don't even know some of their names seriously. Girls girls *shake head*

& more than anything, i hate people who're not being serious in this course, so if you wanna say i'm not being serious here, then freaking open your eyes bigger. Why the hell would i waste 3years just to get this course if i'm not serious? I get rejected 2 times & most of you just got in on 1st try. So shut the fuck up. & guess what? Everytime i apply, i only apply 1 course, which is hair service. So its either i get to study or i don't. That's all.
I can be friendly, i can be a freaking bitch. It all depends on you. We're gonna be together for freaking 2years whether you like it or not. This is only the 2nd month. Why make your life miserable? We can choose to get along well & just fuck off from each other's life after 2years.

Think about it, this is ITE. not kindergarden, not primary school, not secondary school.
You guys are at least 17 y/o so grow up please .____.
Use some brains. Your brain is not there just to fill up that thick skull of yours. Or neither is your brain grown in your ass.

Anyway, those guilty ones or those who gets angry after reading this post, no doubt its you (:
Because you won't feel guilty or angry if your conscious is clear.. right? ^__^

I love you baby boy! (:

2011-11-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

Alrighty! Here's a post specially dedicated to my boyfriend :D

Well, we've been together for over 2years. We've been through our share of ups & downs.

We've been through unhappy moments as well, but definitely, overall it's still happy being with you :D

We do have our problems now, in the past, you couldn't get along with my parents, but now their attitude towards you significantly changed, my father is even more concern of you compared to me D: & my mum, she've already accepted you totally, guess now its my turn. I couldn't get along well, with your mum especially. Probably is because i'm not respectful enough, probably she thinks i'm occupying too much of your time, ended up not going home oftenly or whatever. Well, guess i have to do something about it.

I mean. i'll marry you one day, i wouldn't wanna not get along with your mum. Strictly saying, she's going to be my future mother-in-law afterall.

I love how you took care of me like i'm the most important thing in the world. When i'm running a high fever, or when i had cornea ulcer, you took care of me day & night, without resting, for the sake of making me feel better. Accompanied to me check up & all, & going to work after only a few hours of rest. Seriously, i'm really touched. I know you're disappointed baby, that i still wanna continue spoiling my eye with lenses again. After you spent so much effort taking care of me, you must have felt like i'm throwing all your efforts in the big ocean. But baby, make up is the only confidence i have. I know, compared to alot of other girls in the world, my naked face is already pretty enough. But girls nowadays are always improving their looks. I don't wanna look ugly, especially infront of you & your friends. I don't want your friends to think your girlfriend is ugly, to think that you have bad taste in girls. & ofcourse, putting make up is not benefiting you only, to me as well.

With make up, i can confidently look at people eyes when talking, the way i walk, the way i talk, the way i do everything is different. I know make up is only temporary, but even only for a few hours, i wanna look pretty.
It sucks being envious of others, being jealous of other girl's beauty. I don't wanna live my life comparing myself & other girls. I promise i'll take good care of my eyes. I'll follow all the important instruction while using lens & taking care of them. No worries darling, i will not disappoint you again >_<

Alrighty, how about listing some of the things i like about you? Since it's always the same sweet post everytime, let's make this a little bit more interesting (:

I love how you act cute infront of me, none of your friends see this side of you i bet? (:
I love how you took care of me when i'm sick, giving your 100% effort to make me feel well <3
I love how you pat me to sleep at night, hugging me so gently like i'm something fragile & important.
I love how you nag at me SOMETIMES, i know its for my own good, but too much is bad ):
I love how you tolerated my tempers & nonsense, even when you have not much patience yourself.
I love how you make the effort on meeting me more often, even if it means less gaming & friends
I love how you pamper me with little gifts & surprises, just to see a smile on my face
I love how you give in to me sometimes, even if it's me being unreasonable.
I love how you get little jealous sometimes, you were so cute. Like a little boy throwing tantrums.
I love how you always force yourself to take neoprints with me, although you don't like it xD
I love how you make so much changes in your life for my sake, etc?

You like dogs now, you were so sensitive of their furs before.
You ate abit of seafood & some other stuufs that you will never put into your mouth
You cut down alot on gamings, because i don't like it when you neglected me when you're playing
You became a much more responsible person, a more reliable boyfriend than you used to..
You changed your cigarette brand, to something lighter, you were always smoking reds before.
You watched anime as well, even though you hate cartoons so much. LOL

& the list goes down, you don't know how grateful i am to all your exs. Because they don't know how to cherish you, that's why i'm given this chance to have you by my side. It's not like the quote about giving their old toys to the less fortunate, they're just being pure dumb, throwing away a precious diamond thinking its only a useless pebble. Seriously, i'm very happy that you ended up with me, though i might not be your dream girl, though i might not meet your expectation you have for a girlfriend. But i'll try my best in every way to satisfy your needs. I know you like girls who're gentle, its a little hard for me though :X I know you like girls who cooks delicious foods, i don't mind learning! I know you like girls who can do house chores, well, i can do them well, just that i'm a little lazy :X I know you like girls who're cute a pretty, erm.. i'm trying to doll myself up >.< Anyways, i know alot about you that not many people know, maybe not even your parents. It won't be hard to find a better girlfriend than me, but it's impossible to find a girl who'll love you & understand you more than i do. So.. it's better staying with me forever lah okay? xD WAKAKAKAKA!

I love you darling. you know very well this love is true. MUACKS!

Ugly Kolyn

2011-10-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

Hello peepos!
Well, i've been rotting at home for the past 2-3 days. I got a 5 days mc from National eye centre.
HOHO! Guess what? My left eye is infected with cornea ulcer or something like that, not sure how it's spelled.
Guess the reason might be i didn't realized that my lenses solution is way over expiry date .___.

I was suppose to finish it within 3 months after opening, but i think i used more than half a year.
& i didn't took care of my lens well, lazy change solution water lah. Wait until super cloudy liao then change.
ORBI ME .__. jeeeez.

The eye specialist said that it's very dangerous if not treated early & properly. The infection will spread & causing vision starting to blur & gradually turn blind, if worse come to worse, even transplant might not help anymore. MEANS? PERMANENT BLINDNESS!

Now i can't wear lens for awhile now, no, actually forever ._. Boyfriend ban me from wearing it!! T_T
You know, lenses are like the most important thing in make up, i can barely live without it.
He say i can still put make up on. But come on, no make up is perfect without CONTACT LENS!
So i'm like super sad now, trying so hard to convince him to let me wear lens when i recover from this freaking ulcer or whatever shit. Seriously, learnt my lesson. I'm not afraid of being blind, i'm more afraid of being ugly :X

Well, that's the girls nature! 爱美不怕痛!! xD WAHAHAH!
If can i really wish i can take a few pictures of my eyes to show you guys, but i can barely keep my left eye wide open for more than 5seconds. & FML, the freaking eyedrop sting like motherfucking bitch. I consult the doc & he said it's actually normal, it's kinda like the side effect of the medicine, he say he can change to other type of eyedrop for me, but the one i'm using now is the most effective in curing this infection. No choice lor. Bear with it ._. & Seriously, dripping it every 1hour is really too ridiculous, don't even need to sleep at night already lor.

But thanks boyfriend for taking care of me for the past few days, he have work yet he didn't sleep all night just to make sure i drip my eyedrop on time, & worse, he have to accompany me to National Eye Centre for check up early in the morning after not sleeping at all. Then finally come home sleep like a few hours & have to go work again. 辛苦你了!! ):
Love him to the max ♥

Okay lah, that's all for now. JA-NE~

Family.

2011-10-09T04:54:00.000+08:00

Well, i don't know how long i've forgot this word "family"
I thought i finally gotten used to broken family. Parents separated. But guess i'm still yearning for a complete family. I mean seriously.. who doesn't?

Since i'm 14, my parents hit to rocky road, soon after, we start living separately, well, my father was mostly at fault because he's too hot headed that time, always try to solve everything with violence. I can understand how my mummy feels. No girls can tolerate living with a guy like that. Seriously speaking, i was on my mum's side. All the kids followed my mum, my father was all alone. & i don't feel the least pity for him, not at all.
Pretty heartless eh? When this man, is the one bringing me up with his own hand, a grown up man, taking care of a baby, change diapers, bathe, coax me to sleep, carry me around, play with me, feed me. & most of all, dote on me most out of the 3 kids.

But when me, brothers & my mother left him, i actually felt that he deserved this.. years later, my father start to change into a reliable guy. He manage his temper very well, & now surprisingly, he's a peace loving guy.
Even after we all left him, his love for us never changed, he'll call us time to time, bring us out for lunch or dinner, & sometime will nag us abit for being naughty. Give us extra pocket money to buy what we want.

What's most surprising is that he actually bought me an alienware m17x & now, an ipad2.
Now i seriously believed, that daughters are mostly doted on by their fathers.
People with eyes can see that he's really kinda biased, my 2 brother gets nothing & i get all the good stuff.
Then finally, i felt guilty, for even having a second thought that this guy deserved everything he got right now.

People might think that i'm realistic, i'll side whoever that give me most benefits. But no. I talk to him alot. & i know he've really changed. & i even had a huge quarrel with my mum when i tried to pull them back together.
Even till now, i have that intention, on bringing them back together, going back to how we used to be.
But i know it's impossible. "family" this word is far from my reach,
Well, at least i experienced 10 over years of family love. I'm fortunate enough compared to those born with no parents at all.

Well, i know when mama read this post, she'll definitely feel upset. She'll think that she can't trust me anymore because my heart is bought over to my father side.
But mummy, don't worry. I love you 2 alot, i don't wanna see any of you unhappy.
If you feel that its totally over between the 2 of you, i won't force. I mean, since it's already over.. there's nothing much i can do as well. It's all up to you 2. Adult world, we children can't interfere much either.

Just want you to know mummy, you might think you know him most, since you've been his wife for 10 over years. But people change too, mummy. He've really turned over a new leaf. I don't expect you to be with him again. Just.. at least recognize that this man have already changed for the better. At least have some good impression on him okie dokie? (:

Alright, if i continue on i'll probably cry. it's getting late. I still have work tomorrow.
So i gotta end here now..

oh one last thing! Wedding couples with children, please don't let your precious son or daughter go through all these family problems.
We might look okay & strong, but inside.. we do yearn for a complete family (:

SIGNING OFF!
CIAO!

The Super Random!

2011-10-02T20:22:00.006+08:00

Hey yo, kolyn here blogging again!
Alright, i admit i'm super bored if not i can't be bothered to update my blog at all :X
HAHA! Okay, recently i've been working alot. Well, working as a waitress ain't as bad as i thought, but definitely not the kinda job i would wanna do for life. So i've been thinking of going back to study again. Lols.
Yes yes, i've failed to enroll to my desired course for consecutive 2 years. & if you guys have been reading my blog since like long time ago, you should know the course i wanna get in is the hairfashion & design.

Seriously, who the heck will continue trying to apply this course after failing 2 times? Super demoralizing can?
But well, i didn't wanna regret not persue-ing my dreams when i get older, so i'm gonna give myself 1 last chance & give it a last shot. Hopefully, pray hardly, & keep my finger tightly crossed that this time, the teacher might pity me & let me have the course. Lols. I don't care if it's out of pity lah! As long as i get the course!!

Well, i've received different advises from different people, their point of view, their feedbacks & everything about this decision i've made. & i've thought through alot, & finally made this decision. Well, i might be wasting time & effort, since hair industry is not something easy to handle. & it'll be super competitive. But nevertheless, i would wanna try. Even if after 2 years & i find that i'm not cut out for it, i'll probably just find other things to do, just that i've wasted 2 years on this course lah. Lols.
& girls don't have to go army anyway, so we have plenty of time!! :D

Anyways, whatever job you're working, there tends to be lots of backstabbers. For my case, i've met alot. I don't know if my performance really sucks that much, or i'm just too anti social. Or maybe i don't have the i'm-a-good-friend kinda face. But seriously, what goes around comes around. Even if i don't retaliate, you'll meet people who treat you like how you treated me. Nevermind~ I'll take it all in. I believe in karma! Cheh!

Alrighty, i'm taking rubbish seriously.
Gonna end this post for now, i'll try blogging me. But i know my pattern one lah.
I active a few days then i'll leave my blog to rot again :X Nowonder no reader. Lols.
Nevermind nevermind~~ I blog for myself to see can already. Next time when i grow up, i can see what i've been doing in my younger times. HOHO.

JA!

I Love You Dearest (:

2011-09-30T05:22:00.002+08:00

Well, few days ago we just passed our 26th month anniversary (:

& i promised i will post something sweet on our 2nd year anniversary but i didn't :X

Okay lah, i admit i'm lazy, but since i have the mood now. Let's get this post started! :D

Hey dearest, recently we quarreled quite often again. I know, i'm making you feel insecure. & you've been very worried about the future of this relationship. You don't dare to look far as it'll be a really big blow of disappointment if things doesn't turned out what you expected them to be.

But darling, i know no matter how much i love you, no matter how hard i try to express my feelings, wishing they will get through you, you'll still have doubts. Well, i don't expect you to trust me 100%. Even i tend to doubts sometimes, who doesn't? But darling, having too much suspicion towards your partner, things will definitely not turn out well. I've seen many couples broke up, relationships falling apart just because the trust between them is not strong enough. I don't want us to turn out the same. That's why i've always been saying trust is the most important in a relationship, if there's no trust.. then there will be no meaning in being together anymore.

Nevertheless, i trust that this relationship will definitely work out well! :D

Well, if you must ask why.. seriously. Look what we've been through? Before we even got together, mummy is already strongly against it. But we managed to pull it through somehow, though my mum might still be a little cold towards you, but one thing for sure..
she already recognized you part of our family (:

Like normal couples, we've been through the rockiest part of the relationship..
& eventually broke up.

But looks like we're really meant to be, not long after, we got back together again ^.^

Hubby, what i want to say is.. after going through so much together, those thick & thin, happy & sad moments, i believe our love is strong (: It'll not be broken easily.

People always says that behind a successful man, there will always be a reliable women.

I want to be that kinda girl, a girl which can not only help in normal chores..
but in your everything as well.

A girl that you'll never be able to live without. A girl that you'll always always cherish (:

You're enlisting army soon, most probably in the first half of next year. & me.. i'm thinking of studying & working at the same time. Things will definitely gets rough. This will probably be the toughest stage to go through. But our 2years love for each other ain't for show, as long as you can trust me, next coming 2 years of hard times will pass by in no time (:

You promised you'll marry me if i'm able to wait through this. & you said you'll give me all your trust if i can really wait till the day you end serving this country. I still have evidence okay! :X So don't you dare go back on your words! Though i've already plan to start saving money, but it seems that you have no such intentions at all. Guess you're still in playing mood. & i know you don't like to be forced doing something you don't wanna do. So i guess it's just me for now (: I've already played enough in my younger times, though i'm only 18. But.. i really really, wanna settle down with you as soon as possible. Guess that's what people say, children from problematic family tends to get mature earlier. I don't dare to say i'm very mature now.. I admit i still have child-like thinkings & naive But at least i do think about my future (:
I hope it's not too late for now.

It's getting late already, so i guess i'll end this post soon (:

Just always keep this in your mind, my baby boy.
I'll always love you & this feeling will go on till forever.

You might still not be able to full trust me, but time will prove everything (:
Just wait till you're done serving NS!
Prepare to propose to me! MUAHAHA!

Last but not least, happy belated 26th month anniversary my dear (:

& it's impossible to find any girl that love you more than i do! KEKE!

我爱你! MUAMUA! ♥

HEY HO! (:

2011-08-16T04:02:00.001+08:00

Hello Hello! :D

I'm here to blog a short update (: I'm going out later to hubby's house later on.
So yeapps, i've start working on my full time job again. You'll find me at T1's NYDC. Located at the 2nd floor just next to Esprit (: Haha, Anyway, to those who've been wondering, i've quitted my handphone shop job since april, so yeah~ been jobless eversince & took up events jobs which only last a few days. So i started working NYDC since August 1st (: Well, i should say F&B jobs are more tiring than sales, but on weekdays, it's really quite relaxing & peaceful. STILL! It's a fun job (: I enjoy working there :D I'm still not a confirmed staff, so i really look forward to confirmation which is another 2months from now T_T
Hopefully i'll get a pay rise after confirmation. PRAY HARD PRAY HARD!!!

okay, i got bored just now & played around with my hair a little.
So here's some of the pics of what i did xD

This is the first time ever i tried doing a side bun up hairdo. Well, i always tried bunning up my hair but somehow i always thought i doesn't suits me & my bun always get pretty messy with all my other shorter hair sticking out everywhere. But this time i think i've succeeded. LOL.
Anyways, thanks mummy for those cute ribbon hair clips. Really love them!
Especially the brown one. It's so cute right, with a little bunny in the middle the pink one as well. With a bling bling-ed bunny at the corner. HAHA! I asked her to buy some cute hair accessories from her malaysia trip with not much expectations. But she actually did picked out something kawaii. HAHA
Thank you mummy & I LOVE YOU! :D

I've been reading manga alot recently. Rather than watching animes. Guess because i can read mangas through my phone. So i can just lay down on my bed comfortably & enjoy my manga, for the anime, i have to sit infront of my lappy & watch it. You know how uncomfortable you get after sitting infront of the com for too long ): Or maybe it's just me. LOL. I'm like getting old recently, i get body aches easily T_T
& recently i'm down with a flu. It's been 4 days already & i'm still not recovering. After eating medi just make it worse. I've always hate eating medicines, but i never knew they were this useless. I guess i have to rely on my will power to recover. LOL. *cough cough*

Okay lah, enough of bullshit. I'm going out now (:
BYE!

Happy 24 Monthsary (:

2011-07-27T02:40:00.004+08:00

Happy 2 Years Anniversary

To My Dearest Hubby! :D

♥

Sorry this is the most i can post now.

I'll do a proper post when i'm back or something (:

Love you to bits.

Finally found out the reason why i can't change my fonts size & color.

So its actually my settings problem. Wahaha :X

A brand new layout! (:

2011-07-21T22:22:00.010+08:00

HELLO GUYS! Kolyn's here blogging again! :D

Okay guys, as you can see.. my blog's layout is SLIGHTLY more different than the one before now.

Well, one of the reason why i changed is that because i'm encountering problems like.. i can't change the size & the color of the font for my blogpost. & i've been looking through the HTML codes like gazillion times yet i still can't solve the problem. Now, i've changed a new template, I'm still facing the same problem. Which makes me super pissed off. So if you guys know what's wrong with it, please tell me. Arigatou-gozaimasu!

Another reason is that i'm really too too too bored. So i tried to change my blogskin. But i seriously can't be bothered to put in too much effort, so as you can see, there's no much difference between this & the previous one. LOL! xD

Tomorrow i have to go pasir panjang again, which makes me super angry!

Stupid management, seriously.. is this how to manage things? The 1st time i went, they told me they're going to give me the uniform & whatever things needed for work, &&& I have to sign a paper or something. But seriously, took me 1hour to go that place, end up only spending 10mins to sign the paper. & then she told me uniform will be given on the next visit.

I was like : WHAT? I have to come down again? I don't stay nearby you know?!

Argh. It's like a waste of time. I hate travelling alone, especially to such a far place. Shit you!

Alright, enough of those.

Recently, i've been watching some youtube videos & i saw a few of them which is really interesting! :D I think they're on a variety show or something. Girls competing with each other, see-ing who makes a bigger difference after a full face make up on. So basically, they have to show some pictures of them with make ups. Most of them are like professional models or something. & in those photos, they are REALLY REALLY VERY VERY pretty. But after they make an appearance with their naked face. I seriously can see the shock & disappointment of those guys audience's face. HAHA!

Well, maybe to us girls, we don't feel very surprised, as most of us uses make up, we definitely know much different we can be after make ups (: Hohoho!

Heres's a few videos of them. Lols. don't be too shock! xD

Sorry there's no english subs or anything. But you can see the difference in those girls before & after make up. Although those who don't understand mandarin might not understand what they're talking about >.<

Well? So guys, don't tell us that natural is beauty. Sure, there's girls who can look pretty enough without make ups, but there's definitely not 1 that will look uglier after make up.

& guys, don't be too attracted to those pretty & hot girls you see at nightclubs or shopping malls.

Lols, you might not recognize them anymore after they remove al those make ups xD

As for me, i feel that the difference before & after make up is quite big.

Eye make up is definitely the most important part. You don't want your girlfriend to have like super small & droopy eyes right? Lols. Eyeliner & Contact lenses plays a very big part on our eye make ups. Now they have lens with like 16mm in diameter & above? Which really enlarges our eyes by alot. & come in second would be concealer, well, to me at least :X

Because my face is like full of pimple scars & marks. & i have like dark eye rings. So concealer will do the trick & cover all of those flaws.

Girls with make ups are definitely more confident of themselves. The way the talk, the way they walk, the way they present themselves are alot more different compared to when they have no make ups on. For me, i relied on make up alot. Because i really look horrible without them.

Really wanted to show you guys the difference in me before & after make up, but i just couldn't bring myself to do it xP Posting up my naked face photo is alot harder than i thought :X LOL. I'm afraid i might scare you guys away. HAHA!

So yeah, guess that's all for this post (:

Shall end this post with a pretty me, WITH MAKE UPS (BHB) xP

JA!

Bubble Bubble Pop Pop :D

2011-07-20T11:23:00.015+08:00

KONICHIWA!! :D

Hey guys! Here blogging again. 5 More days till i start working at Serangoon Nex IT RoadShow, can't wait seriously! I'm gonna earn more money & buy LOTS & LOTS of things :D

There's so much i wanna buy, new shoes, new bags, make ups, clothes.. ETC ETC!

It'll take me forever if i wanna list down all my wishlist xD

Guess what?! I'm finally going to the USS (universal studio) this coming saturday!! Seriously, it's my first time there. So i really hope i can have lots of fun! I love thrill rides xD

With Alicer, Tracer, Larry, Xue & Xuan. Well, Xuan not confirmed yet though.

Papa booked a hotel room for us to stay for a night. Thanks alot daddy (:

Sad to say, hubby couldn't join us for the fun, as he's still working.. Oh, have i mentioned where he's working? Well, he's working at Club De Kenzo. Working hours is totally different from mine. So we're having hard time to meet each other. SIGH!

Alright, a little update on how's my hamham babies. They're more or less quite independent now. But they're still not ready to be given away. They finally open their eyes last night (: & they're starting to learn how to eat solid food. Like nuts or pallets. It's cute seeing them trying so hard to eat with their mini teeth! Lols. Guess it's still too hard for them xD

Either way, they're still growing healthily, i'm sure they'll all grow up to be wonderful adult robos!

Here's a MV of Hyuna's new song. Bubble Pop! (:

I'm sure all the guys couldn't get enough of hyuna's hotness. She's indeed very sexy (:

Even all the girls look up to her. She's hubby's Kpop Idol. LOL. Well, it's expected.

Since she's so sexy. It's hard to imagine she's only 19 this year? Or 20?

Admire her sexiness (: Just don't understand why i could admire hubby's idol yet he can't admire mine ): TAEMIN FTW! Lols. Yes yes, he's just a little boy. He's even a few months younger than me.

But whatever!

A guy like him, who can dance well, play piano well.. & is so kawaii. & now he even started to sang quite well too. A guy as perfect as him seriously can't exist. LOL. I really like guys who can play piano well, I think they look really really cool! Don't you guys agree?! :D

Okay, guess that's all. I have so much to say but it'll be bad if my post is filled with random topics. LOL. I have to learn to stick to only 1 topic xD Teehee!

Alrighty, JA!

(Counting down, 7 more days till our 2nd year anniversary (: Love you endlessly, my love)

Working Mood

2011-07-19T09:38:00.013+08:00

Hey guys (: Here blogging again! Although i've been trying to be more active lately, but i guess there's still not much readers. Well, either way, blogging is one of my way to kill time during this rotting period (: Sorry for the lack of photo updates. LOL. I've not been zilian-ing much lately. Don't know why my photos all turn out to be super cui ):

I'm gonna start work soon though, on the 1st of August. Hopefully T1 NYDC. I don't wanna be post to any other outlets. & next whole week, from 25th to 31st July, i'll probably be working at Serangoon Nex's IT RoadShow. Hubby told me that i actually could just relax this last week since i'm gonna start my fulltime job soon. But since he's busy working as well, i didn't wanna rot at home for too long, & i wanna earn more moneys (: Another reason would be, if i start working this RoadShow, i'll have the working mood to start NYDC, it'll be easier to adapt since F&B jobs normally are more difficult than sales job.

Have to head down to pasir panjang later on at 3pm to sign the don't know what confirm letter for NYDC, & take my uniform. Ahhhh! D: It's so freaking far lor. ZZ

Hopefully a total direction idiot like me won't get lost. But Black told me an easier way to go there. It probably shouldn't be a problem. I hope so .__. Keep my fingers crossed.

I can even get lost at my house area. Lols ._. let alone going so far. Sigh.. I wonder how i get a driving license this way.

Been watching lots of animes & reading lots of mangas recently.

It's the best way to kill time :D So here i shall do a review on a few i've watched recently :D

It's gonna be mostly romance though. LOL. I'm really picky when it comes to anime.

Well, the male lead have to be very handsome. I don't like sad endings. & alot more things i have to consider & research before i watch that anime. HAHA! Seriously, wouldn't wanna waste your time watching a sucky anime right? ^___^

First up!

SHUGO CHARA

Alright, I know this quite an old anime. Some people find it boring, some people find it stupid. LOL. But to me, the storyline is quite interesting. My favorite character will be Tsukiyomi Ikuto :D Well, he's the hottest guy in this anime, but sadly, Amu (Female Lead) didn't end up together with him, which makes me super sad. I thought they're super compatible somemore D:

Well, Overall, i'll rate this anime 4/5 stars. Because it didn't end the way i wanted it to be, so 1 star deducted. Lols. Overall, it's quite a nice anime. Not much action involved. Mostly romance i would say (:

Oh, by the way, Tsukiyomi Ikuto is the one on the 2nd & last picture :D Ain't he HOT?!

& 1 last thing. There's many nice songs in this anime (: Really love the songs!

Meikyuu Butterfly, Black Diamond & Heartful Song.

These are some of the songs i love. They're all from Nana Mizuki.

Go check them out at youtube :D

NEXT!

La Corda Doro

Another romance anime. It's about some classical music instrument. I know, it's totally not my type of anime, but if there's romance, it'll be my type xD HOHO!

Well, once again, it didn't end the way i wanted it to be, at least in anime though (:

Favourite character, Tsukimori Len (last Picture)

& Keichii Shimizu! (2nd Picture)

Yeaps, in manga, the female lead did end up together with Len, just the way i wanted it to be.

There's 2 seasons, but there's only 2 episodes in the 2nd season, which i find it really stupid.

It's your typical romance anime, sort of like a harem. There's like 4-5 guys competing over 1 girl. Normally this sort of anime, the ending would be.. The girl will not end up with either one of them. In anime, it indeed ended up that way. Lols. So it was kinda disappointing. But at least the manga satisfied me (: HAHA!

Rating 3.5/5 stars. Well, unsatisfied because there's should be more lovey dovey scene, I feel that it can be dragged a little more longer, like a few more episodes before it ends. GAH!

LAST UP!

Neo Anglelique Abyss

This is an action type anime. It's like a harem as well, there's like 4-5 guys having special feelings towards the same girl, Angelique (female lead)

The ending is really sad. Which i hate the most But i watched this anime anyway because Rayne, my favourite guy of this anime is super duper HOT! (last picture)

HAHAHA! Seriously, now you know why i choose anime depending on the hot-ness of the guys? :D LOL! Well, i hope Angelique will end up together with Rayne, since i feel that they're super compatible. But sadly that's not the case. Haven't tried finding their manga, because manga normally end up differently. Maybe i should go search for it soon. There may or may not have their manga at all. Rating 3.5/5 stars. Though it's not my type of anime, but i rated it high because of Rayne. Sorry for my bias-ness. LOL. But he's seriously too hot xD

There's 2 seasons! 13 episodes each (:

Alright, guess that's about all. I should end this post now, with a photo of me with my new dye-ed hair, like 2weeks ago? Ignore the pigtail though, i was just playing around with my hair!

LOL

Well, i attempt to dye my hair a little reddish orange, like taemin's hair before his new blonde hair. But end up it's only 70% of taemin's hair colour. So i wasn't very satisfied with it. But either way, it's still better compared to my previous hair colour, at least it's less yellowish now (:

But the color didn't stay on very long, 1 week later it faded abit. So my hair is neither reddish nor orange-ish now. It's more like a super light shade of brown, with only A LITTLE orange shade.

ALRIGHTY! That's all for now (:

I'll post new entry again soon.

JA!

My Love

2011-07-17T09:28:00.004+08:00

Hey dearest, been so long since i've last posted an entry for you (:

& since i'm in the mood now, might as well post an entry just for you right? HEE. <3

Well, you've started working recently, & i have to say, it's really lonely for me.

Probably it's because i have too much free time on hand, rotting my life away everyday, my mind start to wander off. Thinking that you've probably start loving me less now, maybe you're finding me annoying, always texting you when you're busy working. & if you don't reply i always kick up a big fuss about it. Lols.. Seriously, it might have only been a minute since i last texted you, but if you don't reply, every minute seems like an hour to me, i'll stare at my phone blankly, thinking why you haven't replied my text yet. Time ticks away super slowly.

Like just now, i was complaining to you that i'm starting to feel the distant between us. Saying you're being cold to me recently. I was actually quite angry when you replied me saying i'm the one being cold, after all, i did try to meet you whenever you have free time. Like yesterday, although i might only be able to see you for 2hours, but its enough for me. As long as i get to see you, get to hug you. Because life have been super miserable for me whenever you're not by my side & when we're not contacting much..

But after a few hours of reflecting, i came to realized that, that's exactly what you've been through when i'm working, & you on the other hand is leading the life i am leading right now.

Well, sorry dear, i've been unreasonable earlier, it's because i missed you too much, so much that it's starting to hurt. Plus i'm having menses, so having slight moodswing is inevitable >.<

Like i said, i have too much time on hand so i'm starting to think too much as well. Sigh..

I'm sorry if i've caused any trouble.. I just want you to know i really love you alot ♥

Dear, 2nd year anniversary is only 10 more days away. I'm glad i'll be able to spend time with you on that day (: I'm glad that you actually made the effort to plan the activities for that day as well, although you're busy working & is already tired after work. I appreciate your efforts (:

I'm gonna start work soon myself, 1st of august, we might contact each other even lesser than now. But i believe this is what we have to go through in order to build a stronger bond.

We have to work hard for our future, afterall, we're not people who're born in a wealthy family.

This 2years have been enjoyable with you (: I i know another 50-60 years down the road, it'll still be the same or maybe, even better. I'll try to be more understanding. But please tell me if my texts are annoying you. Then maybe i'll kill time with something else uh >.<

I love you dear, i hope you still feel the same. & i hope we can be as sweet as before, we've been talking normal topics lately ): I want to be more lovey dovey with you desu! ^.^

P/S : I love your new haircut, you look super shuai now. HEE! xD

With Much Love ♥

Kolyn wifey :D

Hamster babies :D

2011-07-12T04:49:00.016+08:00

Well, you guys know that i have 2 white faced roborovski hamsters somewhere last year november (: The male one is called PIUPIU & the female one is called MIUMIU (:

These are their super kawaii pictures..

& on the 7th of july, just before the clock strike 12, miumiu gave birth to 4 little cute pups.

They're just adorable (: It's their 5th day now, & they're still growing healthily :D

I was so shocked to see miumiu bleeding & her fur are stanied red, the bedding as well..

Then suddenly i saw a part of bedding moving. I thought maybe a bug went in or something but then i look closely & moved the bedding a little, a small red thing was wiggling right infront of me & seriously, my reaction was damn funny >.< HAHA

I was like shouting "OMG!! MIUMIU GOT BABY LIAO!" & running around the house. Then i went to look for a tank to take piupiu out. They say its safer to take the male one out, although they might help taking care of the babies but they'll get the mummy hamham pregnant again within hours of giving birth, so i decided to take him out instead & leave everything to miumiu. Although it's her first litter, but i'm sure she'll do a great job taking care of the babies :D

But after a few hours of observation, i realized miumiu always forgot where she left her babies & they're scattered around the big tank. So to make things easier for her, i shifted her & the babies to a smaller tank. Lols. What a cute mummy (:

P/S: You shouldn't touch the babies at all when they're completely newborn, i used 2 layers of tissue & fold them into a thick square to scoop them up. Have to make sure i don't leave any smell on them, mummy hams get paranoid easily & will sometimes eat their own babies if they sense danger >.< You shouldn't touch the mummy either. Some might be very aggressive after giving birth & they bites.

Okay here are the pictures (:

Wanted to actually gave some away when they're ready. Which will be another 2-3weeks.

As they'll start breeding more & more, & it'll get even more difficult to take care of them.

But mummy told me not to give them away. Lols. It's the first time she ever said this..

Normally she'll say that i seriously have to much time & money to keep all these pets. She never liked any other pets other than puppies. Well, only obedient puppies :X

Guess she's starting to like my hamsters more now? HAHAHAHAHAHA!

So.. i'll just keep them for now. Until maybe if i really can't take care of them, i'll start finding good owners for them (: Heh..

I still remember when mako was dead, i swore to myself that i'll never get hamsters again. & then i got 2 hamsters, & now, i even got 4 more extras >.< LOL

Well, why i got these 2 is because i'm seriously attracted to white faced robo..

I was shopping for Gucci's treat at parkway parade's pet lover & i happen to saw all these white face robo running around the tank. The shop assistant told me that they're small & extremely fast. So it's not easy to handle them. Lols, well. its true. Miumiu hop off dear's hand within second & ran off to hide under somewhere on the first day. He was so guilty that he lost my hamster. LOL. But we found her back in the end (:

Before these 2, all my hamsters never lived very long.. I guess i'm always neglecting them & sometimes i forgot to change their beddings & all.. But these 2, i spent alot on them & maybe now i'm not showing much attention compared to when i first got them, but i'll never fail to check their waterbottles, their foods, i'll never go a day without looking into their tank to see if they're alright (: Well, now they're already 1year old ++ Hamsters have only 3years of lifespan, i don't know how i'll react if they're gone. I may not hold them, & sometimes when i stroke their back, they'll run off quickly, but i still love them :D

White faced robos are actually very gentle hamsters, but they get scared easily so you have to be careful on your first few months of experience with them. Dear like to carry them up & poke their cheek pouch, & always grab them so roughly ): So now they're afraid of humans. Lols.

Only Hubby & alicer know how to catch them, i don't hold them at all. Hamster bites are super painful you know >.< So yeah, it's a good pet :D I'll definitely recommend white faced robo if you can afford a high end hamster, well.. they're not cheap, really :/

Ahhhh~ after seeing miumiu giving birth to 4 babies, i really wanted to mate gucci as well.

Well, she's a mini breed, so maybe maximum it'll only be 3puppies. But that's more than enough. Guess her period is coming soon, august or september :D

Maybe i should start saving money for her mating >.< Hohoho.

Alrighty, guess that's all. I'll try to blog more often to keep this blog alive (:

JA!

Just being bored.

2011-07-11T05:50:00.007+08:00

Alrighty guys, i'm here to clear all the spider webbies again (: Can't believe i've been leaving my blog to rot since march. LOL. & my tagboard is flooded with weird comments & adverts.
Yeah, maybe i'm gonna remove that & replace with another kinda comment box.

Well, this month sure is a crazy month, many friends quarreled about relationship problems.
Saw a few cases in facebook & i realized, trust is so important in a relationship.

Many of us girls, couldn't trust their boyfriend, mainly because girls are more sensitive by nature, we feel insecure easily, we get hurt easily, many of us doesn't want to admit it, but its true (:

Well, guys often think things like..

- Ahhhh! So pissed, she's such a bother. So fucking unreasonable.

- Argh! i have my games & friends to tend to, i don't have time to sms you whole day!

- Can't you be a little more independent? You're relying on me too much.

- Crazy bitch, i just didn't reply her message for 2hours & now she's mad at me. WTF?!

- I'm just meeting my ex & A FEW MORE friends for supper, what's wrong?!

Lols, these little things that you don't give in makes us girls feel insecure, because.. if you realized, not much girls are proud of their appearance, they're not happy with their eyes, their nose, their lips, their figure or their boobs. You hardly find any girls who're totally satisfied with their looks at all.

& so, with us being so low self esteemed, we break down easily.. we do crazy shits to make ourself look better, those who giving them-self crazy training to slim down, those who spent hundred & thousand of dollars on make ups. & some, who're so desperate they event undergo plastic surgery, boob jobs. & have you ever wondered, who we're doing all these for? Why do we have to push ourselves so much, why do we even bother to?

Well, we don't request alot..

- Spend more time with us.

- Love us with all your heart.

- Be faithful to us.

- NEVER EVER LIE TO US.

- Maybe not everytime, but be with us whenever we need you.

- Sweet talk with us sometimes, to reassure us your love.

It's not that hard right? Well, maybe some girls are unreasonable, asking you to delete all your female contacts, cannot meet a girl even though its together with some other friends, requesting for presents or whatever all the time, asking you to be with her 24/7. For those, its really extreme cases where girls are controlling too much. What can i say, they love you too much. But we need you to voice out if you're being uncomfortable. Well, ofcourse we'll argue back if whatever you say is bullshit (: No offense, but true. Some guys just loves to find excuses ._.

Guys, cherish your girls. You never know when they'll give up trying so hard for your sake & seeing their efforts going down the drain every single time.

Girls get lonely easily, well maybe because we don't play games, not all of us can go shopping all the time to pass time, not all of us have girlfriends to chill out together.

So the only person we relied on would be our boyfriend, who're so busy gaming, going out with friends & neglect us all the time. Ofcourse, i'll not be so bias & say all the great things about girls.

There are bitches that do fucked up things out there as well. Girls who can't control their sex desires, fuck around behind their boyfriend's back & acting all so innocent trying to gain forgiveness. Well, sorry for being harsh, but these people are even worse than prostitutes. At least prostitutes don't let people fuck them for free. But these girls.. *shake heads*

I happen to know one of them, seriously, sucks knowing you, being just someone you know is already a big disgrace, let alone being your friend.

I seriously, hate people who've done wrong & yet they don't realize their mistakes & still have the cheek to claim that they HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING WRONG.

Seriously, pissed off to the maxed when i'm typing this. Well, that girl happens to be my brother's EX GIRLFRIEND. Apparently, she found a new boyfriend now. My brother's still inside boyshome.. & guess what? Yesterday i received a call from his officer, telling me to tell her that he's waiting for her letter. Bitch, i hope you die of overwhelming guiltiness. Oh wait, heartless bitch don't feel guilty playing someone's feeling. I feel extremely sorry for you.

Because.. what goes around comes around right? I'm sure there'll be a day when a guy you're crazily in love with, trample over your feelings & feel nothing about it. Hope that day comes early (: I'd love to see your reaction.

I don't mean to hide this from him but seriously.. who knows what will happened if he get to know this? It's only 6 more days to his released date. I don't want him to go crazy inside, when especially, there's so much free time for your mind to wander.. I know it's cruel not to let him know.. but many people support my decision, i just hope he'll forgive me for not telling him this sooner. Hopefully he'll get on with his life, its going to be hard getting over this girl.. since he's so serious & crazily in love with her. But seriously, i can't find anything good about her. She's a bitch who likes to fuck around, she's not pretty nor rich, she's a total playgirl, fickle minded, fucked up attitude & the list goes on.. i'll go 3days 3 nights listing everything out. So fuck it.

Alrighty, i should stop ranting now. I'm just posting to kill time, seriously, except for facebook & anime, there's nothing for me to do at all. Maybe i'll start reviving my blog (:

CIAOS!

Taemin & Random updates :D

2011-03-24T17:53:00.004+08:00

Okay, finally updating my blog. Lols. Once again, it's gonna be a random topic entry.
Alright, recently slacked alot with alicer & aileen & ritche :D Really happy that we're still as close as before (: Had alot of fun gossiping & chitchatting & practice random dance moves together :D

I've always find Kpop hardcore crazy fans are super irritating, well no offense~ Maybe not all are irritating, but those whom i've met are really damn crazy. Lols. But after listening to their song & watching their MV. I've got addicted to them as well. LOL xD Not a crazy fan.. But i realized that korean guys are really quite cute :D Ohmygod. ESPECIALLY TAEMIN!! He dance well, have such a sweet voice & he can even play piano. Every girl's dream guy! & HE LOOK SUPER CUTE ALSO! Okay, here's some pictures. LOL :X

Dear's gonna be so jealous (>.<'')

See?! Kolyn don't lie :D Lols. Dear, don't jealous :X I still love you more okay? :D
Anyways, he's Lee Taemin from SHINee :D

Oh, we're crazy about dance recently. I've no experience at all. Except for the chinese dance cca i've joined when i'm primary 1 & then quited it 1 year later. Lols. I regret not continuing to do the stretches i've learnt from there. Now my body is all stiff & some dance moves are really damn hard for me.

& another thing.. tummy!!! .___. Faints

I'm glad that i've only gained 2kg back to 45kilo after such a long time. I thought for sure i'll be weighing at least 48kg?! But thank god my estimation is wrong. Lols.

But even still, i really hate my tummy. It's really time for some diet & exercise.

Gonna drag alicer & aileen with me!! xD

Lols, i thought this post will be damn wordy & naggy. But i guess i've run out of words to say.

Guess that's all :D

Here's for dearest (: I didn't sent you a good night message last night.
So i'll make up to you by posting it out on my blog instead.

It's easier for me also :X

Dear, how long have we been together already? (: Haha, this coming 27th will be our 20th month together. We've been meeting lesser already nowadays. Because you've start working, start hanging out with your friends & your online games. With all these occupying you, you hardly have any time for me. I know if i force you, you'll be unhappy. If you wanna enjoy, i guess i have nothing much to say. I promised i won't bother you & you'll have the freedom to do whatever you like with your time. To be honest, i'll be unhappy but i'll just have to take it in huh? Lols.
I don't want you to find me annoying & then start hating me also.

I've always thought that i'm the only one putting in efforts & commitment in this relationship. But i guess you've done your part as well (: You're a great boyfriend & i really love you. for the past 20months we've been together, you've been tolerating all my tantrums, my nonsense. I really appreciate all those (: For now, i'll only try to be a better girlfriend for you. Learn how to cook & all these. I hope you can see how much i've done for you. I love you dear :D

Here's all videos i've been watching recently. ENJOY :D

Random Updates

2011-02-15T02:06:00.004+08:00

Look at those spider webs around my pages~ *clean clean clean*

Lols. Yeapps, i just realised my last update is like january 12, which is a month ago.

So i'm here to do some random updates.

First up, this year's CNY kinda suck actually, though i get to rest alot days from work. Kinda slacked off after the NewYear break. Haha. & my angbao this year is $450 including the $150 company gave me. Well. So it's like $300 from relatives & some elders. Kay lah, not bad :D

Valentine's is nothing much, shop around at ikea with dearest for the furnitures for the new home during afternoon & then start moving house at night. Lols, we had a sweaty valentine~

Dear is pretty exhausted after everthing so he went home like immediately. Lols. Well, that's pretty much how we spent our valentine this year.

Yeapps, we've shifted house again. We've moved like 7-8 places during this 4 years & its really tiring. finally, a permanent home & nicely decorated house :D I love the colour of the wall though. But some elders says the colours make the whole house looked dimly lighted. Well, i personally dont think so. Lols, elder's mindset~~~

Super excited to move in & i got a new computer table & chair. Okay, maybe the table is not that new, but at least it's still in great condition :D Lols. Seriously fuck singtel for being slow, why would they need to take 1 week to shift the internet line over to the new house .__.

Gahhhs~ Anyways, i'm signing off. Gonna turn in, it's pretty late already.

Address is confidential, Mum doesn't like too much people to know where we stay unless for some few trusted ones. So if you get to know, be honored :D HAHAHA

Alright, guess i really need to end now. Good night people! & happy belated valentines day!!

Our Love Story

2011-01-12T23:36:00.004+08:00

Well, stomp is having a very interesting event right now, it's about posting their love stories on stomp & win attractive prizes. Lovey dovey couples can try :D But nopes, i'm not gonna participate in it, as long as my feelings get through you, my dear, that'll be more than enough (:

Well, we first got together on a july 27th of 2006, we're both sec1. You were a shorty back then, alot more shorter than me. Having you as my boyfriend at that time, has seriously never crossed my mind. I didn't notice your presence, for the first 6months of my sec1 life, i never knew there's a person name JunHui in my class. The first time we finally talked to each other was at the macpherson secondary school foyer, you & hongyao were serving class suspension, & i was there, waiting for my dad to fetch my from school. Hongyao came up to me & ask for my number, i gave him, & you asked for it to. Few days later, i was playing maple, training with fire boar, you came to KS me. Lols, that's how we started talking more, well, argue might be a better word. Though we become sort of best friends, but everyday, without fail, we'll fight & quarrel with each other. Thinking back, it's really kinda hilarious isn't it? Haha!

Soon after, you start hanging around at my place more often, playing games together, watch show together. & stayed over at my house for some nights as well. My feelings towards you start to grow fonder, more & more each day, that's why when you confessed to me & ask me to be your girlfriend, there's no hesitation in my answer (: I replied "yes" almost immediately. Haha!

You might be curious, why would i accept a guy who is half a head shorter than i am? Well, i did ask myself that too. But you see my dear, my feelings were so strong that it doesn't even matter to me anymore (:

We had a sweet relationship, until 25th January of 2007, you broke up with me. Well, we're all still growing up that time, it's no surprise that you're playful & still not ready to be committed yet. That period of time was a total HELL. I cried so badly that time. Then as soon as i felt better, i started playing around. Like a total playgirl, well, some of them might be a serious relationship, but it is you that i desire, hence, most of my relationship normally don't exceed more than 2months. Well, we started talking again, half a year after the break up. Like how we were before, we quarreled again everyday. Haha. Guess that's how we communicate.

There's many chance in between that we might be together, but we often missed it & end up in a relationship with another person. Soon after i broke up with the previous boyfriend, we start hanging around with each other more. You started woo-ing me again. What makes you decide that, i don't know, but i'm glad of your decision (: But i didn't patch up with you, reason is to let you wait longer. There's this chinese saying goes like this .. "越难得到的东西，越会珍惜" i strongly believe in that (: That's why i let you wait longer, but your patience isn't the thing that i can test on, you started showing signs of giving up, contacting me lesser, meeting me lesser. I gotten worried that things might turn out wrong again, & i confessed my feelings. Then, we patched up together again, on the 27th july of 2009 (:

Till now, we're still a happy couple, like what most couples will go through, we do have our shares of ups & downs. But that's not enough to stop us from loving each other :D After all the things we've been through, we're still here, standing strong (: Dear, by now, you should know my feelings well. You're probably gonna serve NS soon, & i'm gonna prove to you, i'm the one for you by waiting patiently (: You promised, if i'm able to wait, you'll marry me soon after you're done serving the 2 years of NS.

I love you dear, & i hope our love will go on & on forever (: Muacks! ♥

Hello 2011

2011-01-03T02:00:00.002+08:00

Well hello people, i bet everyone had an enjoyable day welcoming 2011? (:

Yeah, it was suppose to be an enjoyable occasion, but things doesn't go right for me. forget it, shall stop mentioning it since it's already over.

Went to a nearby temple to pray this morning, last year wasn't a good year for me, so i thought i should go for a pray & hope that everything will be nice & smooth for me this year (:
My application for ITE is unsuccessful again, lols. Was so disappointed, it totally spoiled my mood for the day upon knowing the results. But i went to appealed it again. Results will be out this coming 11th, hopefully i'll successfully get it ^.^

Alright, everyone is talking about new year resolutions, so i guess i'll set mine as well although i just want everything & anything to be smooth for me this year. Here goes.

1. Be able to study in ITE
2. Save more money this year. Last year i didn't even save a single penny .__.
3. Be a better girlfriend (:
4. Learn to cook more dishes.

(Dear is always complaining i only know how to cook maggiemee!)
5. Japan phone (?)
6. Improve my face complexion
7. Quickly move house & have a stable home.
8. Take up driving license. Still deciding between car or bike license.
(Finally 18! YAY!)

9. Slim down!
10. Last but not least, have a even better relationship with dear this year :D

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2010-12-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

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HELLOOOO DESU!!~

2010-12-17T02:59:00.005+08:00

Alright, finally updating my blog (: Haha.
Not into camwhoring recently coz of my terrible complexion, this is the only decent one i've got, so bear with this ugly picture for now ^.^ I actually have many more pictures to upload, but i'm too lazy to edit them :X So yeahs, & I look damn cui in all pictures lah, either face too chubby or my make up is totally cannot make it, i wonder why .__. Arghs.

Anyways, here's a pic of me & dearest taken on his birthday at cashstudio :D
I've tried saving it, well, at least my babyboy looks okay. it's me that looks horrible. Look at it!!!
How can i look so fat in this picture .__. FML~

Alrighty, here's some pictures of my 2 little precious :D MiuMiu & PiuPiu

& here's some of my little princess.. GUCCI!

Hmm, recently i've been watching anime & working.
Booooring life! But gahhs~ That's how my pathetic life is.
Went to rewatch yumeiro patissere. Lols, i've watch like 3 times already. Though its nice but it's getting boring watching it so many times. HAHA

& here, my favourite anime at the moment!!!
*DRUMROLLS*
TADAHHH!!~

Yes, its rare for me to watch an action-packed anime rather than romance.
Well, i personally likes romace in school life or something like that. You can see many many sweet moments. But this anime is an exception, it's so awesome that i dont think anyone will resist watching it. I was like super addicted to it since the 1st episode. & i chiong like 50 episodes within 2days. Lols. Anime-freako here ^.^ I'll post pictures of all the hunks inside this anime, next time next time :D LOL~

OHHHHYEAH! I've finally received my alienware, like about a week ago? LOL.
It's a super awesome lappy (: I have no problems with it at all, & hubby have no problems playing all his games as well, smooth & fast :D I love this com, although i'm not making full use of it. Lols, but that's how i am. I bear to spend money on electronic things, phones, computer, good headphones~ But i'm using all the cheap make-ups & $20 handbags when other girls my age is already carrying GUCCI OR LOUIS VUITTON. Haha!~

Me & dearest will be having our 17th month anniversary this coming 27th.
7 more months to 2years huh? Lols.
Well, we just had a quarrel yesterday, but as usual, we overcame it.
Lols, i'm his precious afterall right? He wouldn't bear to be angry at me for so long :X HAHA~Dearest, though you're seriously very childish at times, but still, you're super love by me :D 17 months may not seems long to you, but dear, during this 17 months, we have our ups & downs, we gone through many things & make us what we are now. A sweet couple who're being envied by many people.
You're sweet, nice & caring. Giving in to me all the time. Though at many times, you'll get fed up of my stupidity, but you'll forgive me like almost immediately everytime (: You'll hug me again & kiss me on the forehead. You know everytime you do this, i feel blissful, i feel like i'm being super love by you. Haha.
You gave up most of your time accompanying me, skip many activities invited by your friends & came to my side most of the time. I know very well dearest, i know very well how much efforts & commitments you've put into this relationship, i know very well how much you love me too (:
But you see, i love you just as much, i can sit beside you & look at you play mahjong whole night though i'm totally clueless on what's going on on the table, i can sit beside you & look at you play dota, L4D, even though i'm clueless on whats going on in the game. As long as i'm by your side & you're by mine , babyboy , i'll never get tired of life like this (: As long as you're within my vision & reach, i'll feel safe & warm.
I'm sorry for being so selfish & greedy, i just can't help myself can i?
You're just this special, this precious, this important to me. To the extend that my life will not be able to go on without you.
You're already part of my life, part of my world. There's no way a life can be life without you. Dear, i love you & i want you to know these feelings are 100% true & real. You promised we'll live together for the rest of this lifetime right? ^.^
Haha. XOXOXO~ :D
CHIUUUUUUUUUU♥

IDIOT~

2010-12-08T18:23:00.004+08:00

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i even created a banner for this post, sweet eh? HMPH~
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Random thoughts.

2010-11-27T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hello guys, its late already. Plus my blog is super dead now. Didn't blog a single post for over a month, i doubt anyone's gonna read it. Lols.

I'm super bored right now, & i have work tomorrow at 11.30am. GoodLuckKolyn. I think i'll just knock out at work tomorrow, but i'm seriously not sleepy. I think this post is gonna be a draggy one. So lets just keep our fingers crossed & hope blogger don't fail on me.

Alright, i'm now using mobile broadband which sucks a big time. Internet speed is fucking slow .__. Lucky i'm gonna have a new internet connection on sunday. So maybe then i'll blog more frequently, oh wait, i'm always saying this but didn't do it in the end, so nevermind. HAH!
& in prolly in another week time, i'll finally be kissing my new baby. An alienware m17x gaming lappy which cost me a bomb, 3.3K! But daddy paid it first, so yeah, i'm gonna return him 250bucks every month starting from next year january for 1 year. Yeapps, its sorta a installment payment. Haha, i love my daddy (:

But using his money is kinda heart-aching. I don't know how to describe this feeling. It's just that, my parents are seperated for going 4years now, & i chosed to live with my mum. My father was sort of a villian that time, my last impression on him was, violent, unreasonable, dangerous.
But he's a total different person now & i love him. So yeah, i sort of "abandon" him & chose to live with my mum. But he still dote on me alot, even though i'm working, he'll still pamper me. Buy whatever i want, or giving me money even though he knows i have enough cash to spend. That's how selfless he is. Been 1year plus since i've take a single penny from mum. Well, she's good in her own ways (:

My dad was prolly the best dad i could imagine. I flip open my childhood photo albums & most of my pictures were taken with him. Well, my mum is still young that time, so it was my dad who did everything for me, that's what i heard. Change diapers, bath, coax me to sleep, it was all him.
He'll buy me anything i want, manga series that has over 20volumes, which will cost him 100 over bucks, pokemon season CDs, its damn expensive that time. & there's like 100over episodes. Although there's some unhappy memories that happens 4years ago, but now he's still the loving dad that i love (:

As for my mum, she's been leading a hardlife for this 4years, giving us shelters, caring for us. & few days ago she even kissed me when i was sleeping, which is damn sweet, thank you mummy. I know that because i was half asleep, i still now what's going on around me ^.^
It's not easy for a woman with no job to raise 2kids on her own. I know that very well. She's good in her own ways, i'm like a princess in the family, my parents are both very protective over me.
It's irritating at some time, but if i look at things with a different angle, i feel very loved by both of them (: Well, i do hope they'll patch things up & we'll reunite once again as a happy family.
But mummy claims it's impossible. Even so, i believe miriacles do happens, if only one miriacle is gonna happen only once in my lifetime, i'm willing to use this one time to exchange for a family i had 5years ago. Mummy will probably be angry again if she happens to see this. But, no one can ever predict the future.. right? (:

Okay, enough of talking about my family. It's me & hubby's 16th month together today.
Well, i'm kinda lonely because he's not by my side right now.. & after remembering so many unhappy memories about my family, i feel even more down right now.
But even so, i'll like to wish us a happy 16th month anniversary. You might say that counting by months is not important now because we're gonna have years together, but you see dear, i cherish every single day with you, it may not be important to you, but it is important to me (:
Our relationship is more stable now. No quarrels or anything, i like it. But i guess we still need some time to understand each other more. We're already discussing about marriage now even though it's still like years away from now. & mummy have finally acknowledge you, isn't that great? (: & you 2 seems to get along well now, i'm really happy. & your birthday, its like only few days from now. I'm sorry i couldn't get any present for you this year. But i'll pay for your everything that day. I really wish you're here right now. The house feels so empty, even gucci is ignoring me. I don't wanna sleep on such a big bed all by myself. I hate being alone.. But guess its not possible now. Haha..
ILoveYou dear. Happy 16th month anniversary. Muacks.

Cos' baby the DJ got us falling in love again!~

2010-10-03T03:46:00.007+08:00

Alright, another late night update to my semi-dead blog.
There's some weird taggers on my tagboard recently, tag with links to a weird website.
Well, thanks for tagging anyway, at least my tagboard dont look very dead now.. HAH!
Currently at hubby's house (: I feel so bad, keep using the lappy & he waited me till he fall asleep.
Now that he's sleeping, i can finally have some privacy to blog something. Something rubbish anyway, because my my blog post doesn't really makes much sense, so i'll feel damn awkward if he's sitting beside me looking at me update my blog. Hurhur~

Okie dokie, its finally my off day, nearing 4am now, most people are probably asleep.
So bored lah seriously :/ Later on the afternoon, me & hubby will go for KOI hunting.
Sorry we're such a suagu. LOL, we really never drink before, but facebook, twitter, blog.. everybody's talking about it so we thought we ought to give it a try. There's nothing to do anyway. Hopefully some bored people happen to read my post will jio me out or something. HAHA.

Okay, i don't really like my blogpost without any pictures, so these are some pictures i found in my mum's lappy (: Don't laugh at Gucci, she's really cute!

I'm like having some tummy cramp or whatever, its like i've done a 100 sit up or something.
Hubby just applied some ointment oil or whatever it's called. Now i felt a LITTLE bit better (:
He's the best i swear (: Always take care of me when i'm not feeling well. Love you dear :D

Been really active in twitter nowadays. So do follow me @ http://twitter.com/Kolynstic

Hubby, here's something for you (: I've not been posting anything sweet for you on my recent post, so here you go :D Well, we had a huge quarrel like few days ago.
But we manage to recover from it very quickly, you've been getting really good at giving in to me now.. getting more & more mature as day passes (: Thanks babyboy.
Oh yeah~ You're gonna graduate in another few days time! Haha! Happy right?
So i shall congratulate you in advance :D I don't know what kinda life awaits you when you graduate, probably working life, probably NS. Or maybe you wanna further your studies in a private school. But you know, no matter what, you'll always have my support (:

You're really clever, you know what i want, i don't need to hint you much. Most of the time, when i say i miss you, you'll instantly know what i want & will appear at my doorstep as fast as you can, regardless of what time, even though you have no transport, you'll cycle over, or even walk over, even though there's school the next day & you'll get lots of nagging from your parents if you skip it. I really really, really appreciate those (:

Although you don't give me presents, don't give me money, nor treat me eat high class restaurant like any other guys could afford for their girlfriend. But at least you gave me plenty of love & your precious time (: That's more than enough my dear♥

I know "love" takes a lifetime to show, but i know one day, you'll know how much i love you, you'll know that i care for you, you'll know how important you are to me.
You know i'm very attached to you, you know i rely on you alot.
I'm sorry that i make selfish & greedy demands at times.
Well, it's because i miss you too much, we don't see each other often.
So hubby, trust me on this, i love you alot, seriously. So i won't leave you ever again.

LoveLove♥

2 adorable White Faced Roborovski :D

2010-09-30T00:01:00.008+08:00

Alright, its time to blog (: Just got 2 white faced robo recently, gosh, like finally i picked the right breed to get :D small, cute & hyper active, though i don't know why mine sleeps like pig. Well, one of them at least.

Haha! Anyways, they're super adorable (: Love'em! Named them MiuMiu & PiuPiu.
I know i know, weird names :X MiuMiu is a name of a brand (again). I like naming my pets with classy names eh? LOL. As for piupiu, its not my idea, hubby named the male piupiu for the sake of similarity. They're a pair, so their name should be something similar to each other.

Eversince i brought them back, Gucci have been busy having some "silent conversation" with them, she can stand infront of their tank for whole night. Just loooking at them. Stand with 2 hind legs somemore, the front paws are on the table. Lols! Just like this!

Haha! busy Gucci! okay, pardon the untidy-ness. Haha, & my hammies have their personal mini fan, because we don't open windows, so the house is quite stuffy if the aircon is not on.
I scared later they'll kena heat-stroke or something. *CHOY TOUCH WOOD*

Alright, enough talking about my 2 cutie pies (: Shall show you guys the pictures instead!
Oh yeah, those 2 are a little like me & hubby. MiuMiu is smaller than PiuPiu, but she's the big bully. She always disturbs PiuPiu when he's sleeping. Like me :D I always bully hubby :X & PiuPiu eats & sleeeps aloooooooooooooooot! .___. I never see such a lazy robo before. While MiuMiu is hyper active & super mischiveous. She ran away from home twice! Lucky we found her back.
Alright, enough story telling, pictures coming up!

Aren't they simply adorable? :D Anyways, i heard that some white faced robo with platinum genes, the colour on their back will slowly fade in time, becoming a full pure white hammie. Anybody owning white faced robos? Does this happens common? If you do have more information about it, do tag my tagboard please, thank you!

Hmms, been a long time since i post something sweet for dearest.
So here it is, probably a short one.

Alright, dearest, our relationship is being surprisingly stable & peaceful recently. Probably because you didnt quarrel with me that much now (: HAHA! Well, not sure if you feel the same, but i'm confident this relationship will be able to last till marriage. Don't forget, you promised me if i can wait for you to serve finish NS, you'll marry me by 25 hor~ :X HAHAHA! Love you hubby, Muacks!

Love The Way You Lie

2010-09-21T23:56:00.003+08:00

Lols! Guess hubby is just being unlucky then. Hubby asked me to update something but somehow, blogger ain't working, now he went to sleep & i tried again, now it works! :D
HAHAHA! Nevermind, he's kinda a stalker, i bet he'll get to read it soon enough. Haha.

Okay, this is so frustrating!
Sorry readers, imma rant some stuffs. Kids nowadays are getting on my nerves.

Look kiddos, I've always thought you 2 were good kids. To people whom have being pranked on facebook, might know who I'm talking about. Even though you guys where a little mischievous, but i've never thought of you 2 being this.. hopeless, pardon me if I have to use any harsh words. I've always thought you guys were just being too playful. But after the strings of incident that happened recently, I've decided to take back all my thoughts.

Firstly, you played pranks on my friends in facebook, normal pranks would be fine, but you were scolding people's parents. How would you 2 feel if people were to insult your parents? My friends was great to have tolerated that & let it pass, if it were me, I would have scolded the shit out of you. But you didn't learn from your mistakes. You were saying you wasn't afraid of us, you said you'll bash us up. Hey kiddo, I don't give a damn shit to which fucking gang you're from. I respects your parents & I believe they've thought you 2 basic manners.

Secondly, you caused my lil brother get involved into a stupid fight, my brother was mischieous, yes, i admit that. But I know he'll never offend people so much in a way that deserve being bash up. He was purely playing with you guys & some kid, probably being offended by you guys in the past, just walk towards you guys & suddenly my lil brother was part of the fight? That too, I'll let it pass.

Lastly, & the worst of all, this happened just recently, yesterday probably. You guys were playing, & you went to splash water on an old lady. That wasn't nice. It's not something you can brag about infront of you friends, why do it? It's not like you'll get a reward or applause if you go around telling people.. "Hey! I splash water on an old lady, cooool?!" How about receiving 2 tight slaps? Worst is, my brother was with you on the scene & he was innocently being brought to the police station by that auntie because he's your friend! Lucky you ran fast enough eh? If not you'll ended up being there instead of my brother. Know what? This is the first time my lil brother ended up being in a police station. He was being forced to reveal your address, but he didn't, even after having to go through all these because of you, he still treats you guys as friends. He begs my mother not to tell this to your father, because you 2 were the only friends he have here. But this is all he receive from you guys after treating you 2 as his bestfriends. You were hurling vulgarities at him in his facebook, insulting him. All sort of nasty words. Is this how you treat someone who treats you truthfully?

To be honest, my lil brother have always been a good kid, he still is. But having to met you 2 was a mistake. It's because we know your father. He's a good friend of my Mum, so we didnt want make things seems too serious.It's perfectly fine to me if you kiddos want to continue being like this. But would you 2 please don't let my lil brother get involved in all these ridiculous acts? I'm not asking for anything else. Just, can you 2 stop bringing troubles to my lil brother? This is all that I ask for. If you 2 are up to any mischief, please count my brother out.

This entry is purely wanting to keep my lil brother out of trouble. Nothing else. He's a good kid & I've not done any good job as an elder sis. Just hope i can help him avoid any chances of ending up like his elder brother. I hope this entry wouldn't affect the friendship between 2 family. I'm just voicing out my point of view.

Though my mum have already talk to their mum, but i still want to post it out. Felt better now (:

Alright, life's still boring, work, go home, watch anime. & i have to sleep early so i can't chiong also. FML~ I'm like watching 5 episode every night ): When will i finish it? It's like 400+ episode lah! Oh, i'm watching One Piece anyway, high 5 to those who're watching it too. & good luck to those who've just started. WAHAHAHAHA!!

People who're studying would say studying sucks, school sucks. But once you come out to work in this society, you'll know what suck is. Gosh, i miss those good old time. Where i can go anywhere i want, do whatever i want. Ofcourse, my wallet won't have much cash lah. Lols.
But still, it's fun. Sigh, now whenever people ask me out, i'll be like.. "Cannot leh, working."
Or if go out on off days, friends ask me to stay abit more later, i'll go.. "Cannot leh, tomorrow working" Gosh .____. i'm missing lots of fun in life. Sigh, nowonder people say, you wanna be rich, you won't have time, if you wanna play, you won't be rich. I'm talking lots of rubbish in my entries recently, Lols.

Alright, hubby will be disappointed :X No sweet post for him. But i'll post again some other time (: Like i've said, i'll try to be more active.
Tata peeeps! Have a lovely night!

Ferrero Rocher Roses

2010-09-13T16:57:00.001+08:00

Boring! Trying to post using blogpress now. Wahaha. Now I can be a active blogger if i really can post anytime I want :D

Made some roses using ferrero rocher wrapping for hubby (: learnt how to make it through YouTube. It's easier than I thought. Not very nice, but practice makes perfect. Wakaka. The hardest part would be removing the chocolate from the wrapping, you'll always end up tearing it. Soooo annoying ):

Okays, I kinda cheated. Looks chio because of the lighting. Making it have to blink blink effect. Hahaha! But I did a good job right? :X lols~

Alright. I'm just being lame. You have no idea how bored am I right now. There's totally nothing for me to do & time passes way to slow! Arghs. Okay. Guess I'll stop here then. Lols!

Run Devil Run Run~

2010-09-13T00:42:00.004+08:00

Alrighty, a short post before i go to bed (:
Like i promised, i'll try to be a more active blogger :D Suddenly have the urge to buy hamsters again, but mummy doesnt allow me to buy anymore, she say i have no time at all. Which is true. But i still want it lah ): Hubby don't allow me to put his house also, he got alergies to furry things. White face roborovski, ain't it cute? I think it's the cutest breed lor :X Though pearl white is cute also lah, but pearl white grows quite big. Hmmm. Will discuss with hubby again soon.
I want it i don't care!!

Hmm, was talking to alicer earlier on. She was telling me that she's lost. She don't know what to do in life. & apparently, her only interest is art. It's going to be a tough route babe. But if that's what you want. I'll support you ^.^

Well, now my turn, what i want in life? I wish i could persue my dreams as well. But it won't be easy too. Lols, so i shall forget it. Call me a coward or whatever, it's true it's not easy anyway.
Society is forcing me to choose something else. Well, till now, i've still not yet decided what should i do in the future, what i want to do, what can i do? Lols. 走一步，算一步.

It's not the best decision, but since i've no interest in studying at all, nor have any interest in other things right now. Then why should i waste time, effort & money applying for courses?
So yeahs, i'm super random i know. Talking rubbish actually. Lols.
Just looking for topics to chat about ^.^ Guess that's all.

Nights people!~

Sweet Entry ♥

2010-09-11T02:11:00.005+08:00

My dear, we've been together since 27 July 2009. Well, maybe even earlier, because we're actually in love with each other since June last year & we both know it at that point of time. But I choose 27th July to make it official as it's a special date. 27thJuly means alot to me, I'm sure you know all these while, I've never get over you totally.. Ever Since the day you left me on 25th January 2007. 2 more days would be our 6months anniversary that time. Yes, first time we get together is on 27th July 2006. When we're both only secondary 1. Hah, but it's all the past now (: I got you back & that's all that matters. Sometimes, you're mature, sometimes, you're like a kid. Making unreasonable demands. Trying to gain your trust is never an easy thing to do. I have to stop all contacts with guys, leaving some exception, like maybe Larry, ritche, or your haig road friends. & few days ago, I have to clear my fb friend list also, hah. Those stranger guys I don't know, I have to delete, just so that it makes you feel secure. You said you'll do the same if I request you to, but nah (: I won't do that. You have my trust.

Maybe we're a little more special than normal couple. Our relationship I mean. Eversince that break-up 3years ago, I'm not sure about you though.. But you, always occupy that little space in my heart. No matter how much I try to get over you, no matter how much tears I shed, No matter how many more relationship I'm involved in, I'm never able to forget you totally, I'm never able to chase you out from my mind & heart. You're like destined to stay there, we're like destined to be together, how many times we've lost contact? Countless, but everytime we'll end up in contact again (: We have our own special love story, dramatic.. We have many chance in between to get together, but we always let chances slips by. But who cares (: Now we're together, & we will be from now on till forever :D

We started of being fighting partners, haha. We'll quarrel, argue & fight over almost everything. After I recover from the break up. We start arguing everytime we see each other again. Guess that's how our relationship should be eh? I'll kick your ass for nothing out of the sudden, then we'll argue again.. Apart from disgracing ourself infront of the shopping centre crowds, it's actually quite fun eh (: I'm used to getting your attention this way. Hahaha! You'll call me siaocharbo & I'll call you bapok. I remember you'll be so damn paiseh if I shout this name loudly at you in school. Hahaha! But I know, due to respect, I can't call you that now lah (: lols.

You'll never know how special & important you are to me. & like any other girls, I like being pampered, being doted on, say sweet talks to me every now & then, just so I can still feel your love (: Hubby, you've been doing a good job as a boyfriend. Apart from the trust part, you're really a great boyfriend. At least you do care for me & you're faithful as well. Heh.Hubby, I know it's abit too much to ask for, but you see arh, last time when we broke up, mummy's the one that tried the hardest to patch us back. & there's once when im so angry with you for some reason & I threw my ring on the road, not sure if you remember it, it's 3years ago afterall. Mummy's the one who went to find it as well, though she didn't find it, but I know she wants me to be happy, she might not like you that much now, but adults are like that they'll expect more when we grow up. Think it this way, if she don't see you as someone important to me, will she bother to want to lecture you? She's abit traditional & I have to admit, she's materialistic as well. But my dear, she mean no harm. I would want you both to get along well with each other. We're gonna be together for very long afterall uh, right? (:

Hmmmm, you know, I don't care if people will laugh at me or not, but you're really the guy that I wanna marrrrry (: Though I'm only 17, & people did tell me to look around more, there might be better ones, but why should I since i've already found the best for me? We may be a little too young to talk about this topic but I just want you to know, I want this relationship to last at least till marriage (: I take this relationship very seriously so you cannot break my heart & run away from me okay?! Thanks my dear, thanks for making life so wonderful with your presence, thanks for giving a love that I've never felt before. Thanks for all the things you've done for me, I really really appreciate it. Still wanting me after I hurt you so much, still choose to be with me even though I have very unpleasant past. Though you always says my past is not important, what's matters to you is the present & the future. I played too much in the past, though maybe compare to other girls out there, I'm not that bad. But still.. I know it's bad enough to let any guy unable to accept totally. I know till now, you're still not be able to get over my past totally, always blaming yourself that it's partially your fault. You don't have to my dear (: I'm happy to have you now & I will always be.

Mummy always tell me that humans are born to die. But no (: at least for me, that's not the case. I'm born to meet you, born to love you, born to give you happiness (: I believed in true love because you showed me what true love is. I believed in angel because you're my personal little Cupid angel (: No one in this world can love you like I do. Other girls might win me in looks, figure or personalities. But none will ever win me in loving you. & I know that's what matters the most (: You're mine my dear, only mine!

我, 林玉珍发誓只爱你一个, 直到永远! 希望在我们的将来里, 都会有彼此的陪伴.
我们会一直在一起, 永不分开♥

New Look :D

2010-09-08T01:56:00.002+08:00

Alright, just changed my blogskin. As you can see, is no longer the cute & pinky kinda of blogkin that i'll choose for my blog. This time, its plain & simple (:
I'm not done editing yet though, too excited to post on my blog's new look :D
Plus, it's getting late, if i go anywhere near finishing, i'll definitely sacrifice my beauty sleep & try to finish it no matter what :X So yeah, i'm gonna finish this layout some other time~

It's 2plus now, i better get some sleep. Or else i'll be late for work tomorrow, AGAIN.
& Hubby♥ you might get excited if you see new post. But its not this one.
I promise i'll post something sweet & special, i will (:

Alrigh, hopefully this new blogskin will make me become an active blogger again :D
I've been letting this page rot for far too long. Guess it's time to update often.
Hubby will be happy too if i blog frequently right? (:

Kays, thats all peeps. Sweet dreams!♥

Time to update (:

2010-08-24T00:34:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings (: I know, my blog's been rotting like hell. Pure laziness~ Wahaha.

Well, life's been the same as usual, work work work~ Something special during this few weeks would be celebrating hubby's younger brother 10th birthday. & walk around pasa malam with babes & some friends :D Hah, boring life. Hoho.

Okay, i've been thinking of changing to iphone4 for a long time now, been considering about it.
But lucky for me, i'm working in a handphone shop, so i was able to ask people about their review of the phone, some negative some positive, it's kinda balanced i suppose, but i better not risk selling my iphone 3GS for iphone4. I will miss it alot seriously. Guess i'll be patience & wait till next year when my plans end. Hopefully the second batch will be better, though apple says they're not going to do anything to the phone. Some people also says that apple have another project going on, even before they start on iphone4, iphone4 is kinda a failed product actually. Haha. Don't know, so confused with all the reviews. Blah!~

Relationship with hubby have never been better (: We're now even more sweet & lovey a before. That's a good thing. Guess the seperation kinda bring us closer to each other. So yeah, there's good & bad lah hor? (: HAHA. Love die you lah hubby! 13th monthsary coming up! (:
Hubby (: I hope i've been doing a good job as a girlfriend, i've been trying very hard to squeeze out as many time to accompany you as much as possible. You should know my love for you can never be doubted. We've been together for going 13 months now, gone through thick & thin, i belive our love is strong enough & we'll be able to last super super long :D
Lols, i'm running out of words :X Been sending you lots of long long sweet sweet message lately. I've used up my idea, updating now because you've been asking me to blog for few weeks already. So yeahs, guess that's all (:

I'll blog for you again soon my dear ♥

Just a little trust, it'll be enough to change everything.

2010-08-02T02:17:00.009+08:00

Hubby, we've always been so loving & sweet. I don't want a minor "trust difficulties" to ruin this relationship. I know, in the past, i was fickle-minded, i wasn't faithful at all, i played many people's feelings, like a playgirl. Relationship to me at that point of time, it's just a game to kill time.
I wouldn't want to say i wasn't serious to them, well, maybe i were, but not serious enough to make the relationship last. Till a certain time, i'll get bored, i get tired of it & that's when the game is over.

To me, you're special, though i left you once, but that's for the sake of both of us. I've explained many times, but you always say i left you because being single, i can flirt with many other guys.
This is the last time i'm gonna explain this.

2 months ago, i broke up with you because we've been quarreling continuously for months. Our relationship was in a super rocky situation. You didnt trust me. I wouldn't want myself to get really tired of this relationship, so before any form of hatred come inbetween us, i have to end it quickly. & also, having the excuse to free myself from all these quarrels & disagreement. I really need a break. It's also to let you understand, trust is important. Quarreling once in awhile is normal, but it ain't normal at all if we quarrel every single day. Topic after topic, sometimes, you even dragged out the past when you've no topic to quarrel about.
& yes, you've put down your pride & beg me to return to your side many times, but i turned them down. I wanted you cherish me more, know the risk & consequences for being unreasonable & quarrelling with me endlessly. I'm tired of giving in all the time..
But then, I regretted it, because you can't seems to be able to take the blow & everything didn't went the way i planned out to be, you nearly, gave me up. Hmmms.
This, is my reason. You may finds that i'm bullshitting, its because i want to flirt with other guys so i broke up with you, by all means my dear. Like i said, this is the last time i'm gonna make an explanation about that incident.

After having so many relationships, none of them gave me the feeling that i'm experiencing with you. I really love you alot, i put in all my trust to this relationship, because i know everything i do, it's gonna worth it. Dearest, step out of your barrier, don't protect yourself from me.
The first step to trust is to not doubt. I know, you're feeling very uneasy when i'm having any form of contact with my guy friends out there whom you don't know. But just to tell you this, me & them are just purely friends. I've never done anything that betrays you at all. You expect me to believe you when you're in this situation, i would want you to do the same thing as well.
But i know it's too much to ask for, i'll not contact them if i don't have to.

All i want is trust from you, like i said in the messages i sent earlier, i'm not gonna rush you.
But please don't take my patience & understanding for granted. When you're starting to open your heart to me a little more, trust me a little more, you'll realize how important it is if you want a successful relationship. A relationship with both partners doubting each other all the time, is bound to fail, causing more hurts to each other & then leads to hatred. I wouldn't want that to happen to us. You, can also contact other girls, you have my trust. & like what you said to me before, which you failed to fulfil it because of the lack of trust you have for me.
"As long as you know what you're doing & not doing anything that's betraying me, i'm fine with it"
I'll understand it if you have the need to contact any of them. I'm not gonna restrict you too much on anything. Dearest, by now, you should know how deep my love is for you.
I've tried my best in doing whatever i can to keep this relationship alive. Now, it's your turn to put in some effort as well, just simply give me the trust i needed. It's tiring being doubt all the time you know? Don't be afraid of getting hurt, because i won't hurt you anymore.

It's now all up to you my dear, you know i really love you.
I know you can do it, for the sake of this relationship :D
Muackies!~

Forever & ever my love shall stay (:

2010-07-21T03:25:00.002+08:00

I can't get to sleep at all, so decided to post an entry before i go toss around on my bed again.
Last few off days with hubby was fun (: Kekes` Loving him more & more :D

Didn't do much recently, well, you know, work work work work & work.
Starting to understand how hard it is to satisfy people. Either at home, school, or working place.
Its like, they only notice the things you've done wrong & nag at you like nobody's business.
But when you've done something good or right, they don't freaking praise you at all, worst of all, they didn't even notice it. Happens to me all the time.
Start working in this society ain't easy at all, how many time i wished i could just skip work like how i used to skip school all the time. But yes, i know its a total different thing ):

Blah, anyways, super looking forward to this coming saturday night (:
Ritche's birthday & like oh-so-finally, i'm gonna meet my babes :D
Walaos, the last time i've seen them is like last month's 17 which is aileen's birthday lah.
Kukubirds~ Miss you bitches!!! ♥

Hubby's gonna scold me if he sees this post, lols, i still have work later on one leh~ :X
HAHA~ Alright, guess i have to stop here, it's getting pretty late. Oyasumi (:

Hey dear, you have no idea how much i'm missing you right now ):
How i wish i could hug you to sleep, & wake up in your arms.
Well, our relationship is getting more & more stable now (:
More & more loving at the same time, hoho.
We're being more & more understanding towards each other.
Though i admit i still get angry when you don't meet me due to some reasons.
But you know that it didn't last long (:
I love you lots my dear, & i always will.
1 year anniversary is just another 6 more days away my love!!~ :D
Hurhur, look forward to this sunday bah *winks*
Muackies!~

Love Till Eternity

2010-07-07T01:16:00.002+08:00

Hubby, seems to me you're feeling a little neglected & lonely already uh?
Hmmm, understandable lah (: I knew you'll feel that way, due to my long working hours & my working time, you end school i'm already working, i end work you're already ready to go to bed for next day's school. We don't have time to meet at all.
Hubby arh, although sometimes you do neglect me, either busy playing your computer games or taking a long afternoon nap. But i have no rights to complain too uh, though i may seems angry in my texts, but you know i don't really mean it. I mean, i neglected you more than you neglect me, so seriously, i stand in what position to complain uh, right?

Hubby arh!~ I really love you alot uh (: & you said i'm starting to understand you more already :D
I'm doing my best to put in more effort & commitment to this relationship, my dear.
I admit i do feel lonely at times but i wont make anymore unreasonable demands.
So hubby, cheer up alright, this is the life that we'll need to go through sooner or later.
Since you're already under my love spell, i'm not afraid you'll run away le uh, wakakaka :D

20 more days to our 1year anniversary, better save money to plan how you want to celebrate this special occasion uh :X 1year leh, you broke my record :D My longest relationship was 9months. Lols, we still have many more years to go through, so be prepare lor, don't see me until sian hor :X Wakakaka.

亲爱的，我对你的爱已经到了我无法自拔的地步。。
真不敢想象，如果我的世界没了你，会是怎样。
你是我，林玉珍，这生中，唯一的最爱。。
听好了吴俊辉，除了你，我谁都不嫁！
所以，你要快点娶我, 知道吗？！

We had so much memories together, the love letter from you i recevied, on my 17th birthday.
You still read it out loud at teoheng through the mic, love songs sang by you, specially dedicated to me. The way you took care of me when i was running a 39degree high fever just few weeks ago. Go for a ride together at Singapore Flyer, enjoy the beautiful night scenery together in that cold capsule. Appear so many times at my doorstep unexpectedly, just to give me a little surprise. & we can cuddle each other whole day at yours/my house, rotting, that alone, we feel blissful enough. All the things you've done for me, i truly appreciated it. After soo much we've been through, how can you not be the one that worth me spending the rest of my life with? Hey dearest, though it's just a simple 3 words 8 letters, but i still wanna tell you, i love you.
Everybody's saying we're a very sweet & loving couple, so no one can believe that we actually quarreled so much in the past. I still wanna keep that reputation (:
我们会幸福的! :D 宝贝老公啊，爱你多多! Kekes`♥

MUACKS!!!~♥

Prawning at Guilemard Road :D

2010-06-25T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings :D Yeaps, here to update again. Lols, how can i not update when hubby tried to take so many photos using my digi cam just for me to update? :X
Alright, i know some of the photos are kinda blurry, not camera lousy, is the photographer :X
& yeah, cut bangs again, because hubby say he likes girls with bangs. *Gah* Bangs makes my face look so round & chubby! ):

Met up with hubby, larry & Ah hao last night & went to eat at geylang east macdonald.
Because i'm craving for macflurry for many days already lah, finally get the chance to eat it (:
Then larry suddenly suggest that we go prawning at guilemard road. Lols. Super random.
Rent the rod for 3hours then we start prawning, at first we only like caught less than 5 prawns during the first hour lor, lols. Freaking pathetic, then hubby was like emo-ing for 2hours because he didn't even manage to catch even 1. But finally he caught some on the last hour lah :D

Then we bbq-ed the prawns, sit at the tables & chairs provided there, chitchat, listening songs.
After that went to joochiat to play a round of billard then went home (:
That's about all lor, i seriously don't know what to update leh, so shall end here :D
TATA!~

Hubby, i know you're expecting more on this post.
But my mind is kinda blank right now.
So i'll post a sweet post on this coming 27th alright? :D
Love you ♥ Muacks!

Rotten Blog , Rotten Life

2010-06-14T01:40:00.005+08:00

Alright, i know i know, been so long since i've last update this site.
Been so busy working nowadays, working late most of the days now. More money coming in (:
Lols. Oh yeah, just made a super stupid decision to buy myself a iPhone last week. It's actually a great phone, but the lifespan of the battery just simply sucks to the max. I have to like charge my phone 2-3 times a day! Lucky me, i'm working in a phone shop, charging my phone anytime is not a problem to me. Lols.

Been doing nothing much but work work work everyday, i don't even know what i can do on my off days now. Friends seems to have all disappeared.. No special programmes or what-so-ever.
Gahs* Pathetic life, i think i've turnt into a workaholic now. Haha.

Life without you will be no difference from hell.

2010-05-21T01:23:00.005+08:00

HOWDY! Yeah, it's been very long since i've last posted something on this blog.
Sorry!~ This blog is pratically dead anyway, so yeah, update also like that~

Anyway, Mummy said that her friend is gonna give her a male mini maltese puppy, which was just born a few days ago. Well, that sure is a happy news :D Gucci will no longer feel lonely anymore since there's gonna be a new friend for her to play with (:
Hope we'll be able to get the puppy, we'll have to wait for another 2months since its just a newborn. But we already thought of a name for him :D ELVIE! How that sounds? Kawaii ne? Since my female maltese is named Gucci then i shall name this male one Elvie. Well, wanted to name it Prada but.. it's harder to call :X HAHA! Just so you can't understand why i'm gonna name it Elvie, well.. if you read it this way..
Elvie = LV = Louis Vuitton
Lols, yesh, another branded name :D WAHAHAHA~ ♥ But well, not gonna get my hope too high, don't wanna get all disappointed & upset if anything went wrong ): Bleah~

There's alot of little mouse appearing at my working place recently, hubby keep saying that i'm "Cute" because instead of being digusted, i actually said they were cute. Lols, as compared to coacroaches (not sure if it's spelt this way), those mouse are alot more kawaii uh!

I EVEN CAUGHT IT! LOL :D

& even fed it chocolate cake. Lols! Well, some of you may feel disgusted, i mean, i know it's actually quite dirty. But even so, i still find it cute (: For you info, i've let it go after feeding it. Somewhere far away, as there's lots of cat around the area, i'm so afraid it'll get eaten up. Lols.

Oh yeah~ Just received our H2O Uniform today :D
(For your info, H2O is the name of the company i'm working at ^.^)
Very stylish & nice, like it. Though it's kinda uncomfortable, i mean, i'm not used to wearing so formally, plus the fitting is JUST nice, so there's some restriction to certain movements, but but.. mummy said it'll be ugly if i want to make it bigger ): Gahs* Well, i'll take picture of me wearing it & post it up when i have time :D HOHO~

Alright, here's a MV of my current favourite song at the moment :D I preffered the chinese version than the korean version though~ Lols. Gosh, their dance are totally awesome! & SO HANDSOME TOO! KYAHHH~ Enjoy peeeeepos~♥
It's Super Girl By Super Junior M (: Heheheheh~

Lols :D So totally coool right? Hahaha. Alright, guess i'm getting a little too naggy.
Shall end this post & go read my manga now. Oh oh!~ Dog lovers out there :D If you like reading manga too, you should really try reading INUBAKA ! :D You'll be able to find it in mangafox.com (: Toook me such a long time to find this manga ): Gahs*

Alright, ADIOS! :D

Hey hubby :D Our 10th month is arriving in just a few days time.
Time really do fly huh?
You've gotten better at sweet talking uh now, everytime you sweet talked, my heart just melt & i couldn't stop smiling stupidly at my phone screen.
I wanna let you know my dear, i'll never stop loving you.
& i will always stay faithful to you forever (:
Hope you like the sudden surprise i bought for you.
Thinking back, you really look damn stunned uh :X
HAHA!~ Though we're meeting lesser now, but you know, you'll always be missed by me, every second, every minute of the day (:
10th month is approaching soon my dear, another 2more month will be our 1st year together.
Wahahaha~
Love you hubby, love you damn lots!
Chiu♥

Happy 9 Monthsary Dearest ♥

2010-04-27T23:17:00.008+08:00

YOOOOHOO!~ Yes, finally i'm back again. Didn't blog for more than a week.
This site is really rotting damn badly~ Hubby's complaining that he has nothing to read in my blog, might as well delete it. No way man~ I put in so much effort one leh!

Anyways, it's nearing the end of the month now, which means.. PAYDAY!~
Wahahaha. Anyways!~ I'm starting to get use to the life i'm leading now. Though i'm having a pretty hard time this 2weeks as i didn't take off. Oh well~ It's worth it (: Can't wait to see hubby! Heeee! ♥ Another 3more days! Keke` Missed him so much, guess we didnt meet for nearly a week now ): Gahs* The only bad thing about working life is that you have no spare time!
I'm having love sick everyday~ Lols :X

Hubby, It's our 9th month today! 3more months to 1year! :D
So excited. Teehee (:
We've been having lots of quarrel recently, about my mum, about the lost ring.
But i found my ring back :D heh. & mummy's willing to accept you.
We have to take this chance to prove her we're happy together (:
She's willing to give us another chance.
We're quite stable now, just that we have not enough time for each other.
But, it'll just make us cherish the time we spent together now even more right? (: We've gone through so much together~
Everytime we overcome any obstacle, it'll just make our love for each other deeper.
But hubby, no more moodswing from you uh, you're not having the period of the month like we girls do eh :X Insufficient sleep is not a good reason too arh!~
Try control you attitude abit uh, everytime need tahan your attitude-ness, sooner or later i'll end up in mental problem hospital one eh ):
Last but not least, happy 9th month anniversary!!

I love you♥

Happy birthday Alvin Tan

2010-04-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody!~ Guess i'm finally posting again. Wahaha~
Yeaps, it's my off day today so i'm not that tired actually (: Anyways, i wish alvin a happy birthday, sorry it didn't turn out great but we'll all make up to you again some other time (: Cheer up!~ & you've moved so far away now, i bet everyone's gonna miss you real badly.

Alright, went to school to collect my N'lvl Certificate & Testimonial today, met alot 4I classmates. Awww~ I miss everyone! Now all the guys have long hair already eh, lols. No more restriction.
Then met waited hubby to dismiss from school then go to his house with him. Waited for him to bath, etc etc.. slack & then went out to plaza sing (: Watched a movie called Future X-Cops.
Kinda lame actually. I don't really catch the story. Kolyn's rating : 5/10.
Then went to hang around in the arcade as germaine's playing jubeat. Germaine played like a professional sia, lols. unlike hubby & keith :X HAHA!

Mummy finally found a job, yeah, like finally after rotting at home for nearly a year now. Or maybe more than a year. Lols. We're all gonna work hard!!~ :D YOOOOSHHH!

Alright, guess that's all for today. Shall post again soon. When i have the mood to.
Tata Peeeps ; With love from Kolyn♥

Hey dearest, i'll try to post something sweet for you whenever i'm blogging (:
Well, you guessed what my surprise is already.
Seriously speaking, i was kinda sianed.
Lols, you should have waited like a good boy & stop guessing what! ):
Bleahs. Anyways, i hope you'll like it. But i'm not sure if it's the design you actually want.
But hopefully it'll be lah (: Never tried buying such an expensive gift for my boyfriend before.
We've been together for more than 8months now. 1year anniversary is not far from now.
Feeling so excited (: I kinda like our relationship now, although we're meeting less often. But i'm sure it'll be a good practice for us, when you go into NS, i bet the situation might be worst.
I probably won't be able to see you for 1whole week or something ): Gahs*
Just to let you know hubby, i always love you (:
No matter how hard life's gonna be, nothing's gonna change my feeling for you. Chiuu~♥

HEYOOOOO~

2010-04-09T02:05:00.004+08:00

Lols, finally i'm updating huh? Well, partly because i'm so bored now :/ & i can't watch inuyasha, for some reason -.- Tried different websites & still turns out the same, so angry ):

Gahs, so boring nowadays, finally i'm having off tomorrow (: Can see hubby again! :D Woohoo!
His hair is getting alot longer, but it's getting alot flatter too. Looking like mushroom head le hubby, except that your fringe is not a straight cut!~ So freaking hungry now, i've been skipping dinner these 2days & eat only during lunch time, but i don't eat much either. I'm on diet, cutting down on snacks & fried food also :X Lols, sucha good girl. & if i'm hungry i eat fruits. Lols >.< Wonder how i survived :/

Anyways, gonna have my hair dyed again soon, as you can see from the picture, the black roots are coming out, & if you can't see it, then look at my fringe, only the last half is coloured, proves that my hair grow quite long already. WAHAHA~ Next hair colour will be brighter than this (:

Oh yeah, i bought an iPod-Touch for my mum, though her reaction wasn't what i expected it to be, but anyways, glad she's happy. It's a early mother's day present, abit too early i suppose, mother's day falls on May. Lols :X & she says she wants a Guess bag for her birthday, crazy mum. Think i earn 3-4k per month is it :/ Anyhow one.

Alrighty, guess that's all for this post. I'll try to update more often, if i'm not too lazy. My tagboard's dead, & i know i've not been replying tags, sorry peoples. Imma lazy blogger now :X Not as active as before. Lols, but i'll try lah okay. See you people again soon! ADIOS~

Hey dearest, we're not spending time with each other as often anymore. But just
to let you know, i still love you as much (: I'll be waiting for your mysterious present.
I don't wanna go guess what it is anymore. Killing lots of my brain cells, lols >.<
& i have a little surprise for you too (: You'll love it, i'm sure of it.
Gonna try hard to make it possible, so.. look forward to it yeah? xD
Love you lots my dear boy♥

Happy 8 Monthsary ♥

2010-03-27T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hey dearest! It's our 8th month together today (: Although we just spend our day normally, slacking at your house, went city plaza had a simple dinner. But still, i'm satisfied enough (:
Thanks for being so loving & caring for the past few months. Although we still have quarrels disagreements, but after everything, we're still ever so loving. You're probably gonna start work soon next month, the timing is kinda unsuitable for you, but still, you have my support yeah?
Be sure to take good care of yourself, it's going to be hard for you from next month onwards.
I'm sure you'll be able to make it through (: Gambatte-yo!

Just wanna let you know my dear boy, no matter what happens, i'll stay by your side.
I love you ♥

Dead Blog Revived.

2010-03-23T23:40:00.005+08:00

Alrighty, here i am again, after a long time. Lols, thanks to those people who're trying hard to keep my tagboard alive, & sorry to those who've come my blog often & always get disappointed as there's no update. So, i took the effort to edit some of my pictures & uploaded them.
Those are pictures taken on my birthday, i lazy upload all lah :X As i look damn unglam in most of them.

Alright, on 18th of march, was my lil brother's birthday, Happy birthday Xue! :D
You're now officially 13! Lols, next year can work macdonald already leh (:
Well, i brought him out & went to parkway. Ate at some jap restaurant, i forgot how to spell.
& i suggested a crazy idea of eating snowice in a super cold rainy days. HOHO!
We're all trembling while eating snowice. Lols. Then all blame me for suggesting this stupid idea.

Well, thanks hubby & alvin for taking the time to spend with me & my lil brother for his birthday. Greatly appreciated :D Alvin, your birthday's next! We'll try our best to give you a birthday celebration you'll never forget uh alright? (:

Hey dearest, i know again, you'll be looking forward to this part, i always save
the best for the last. HAHA! Thanks for being so understanding recently, you've
been a good boy & never quarrel with me that much anymore (: But i know
you're trying hard to adapt to a relationship like this, next year you'll be in
the NS & i'll have to go through the same thing you're going through right
now. I know it'll be hard for both of us, but no way we'll give up right? (:
You know hubby, i was rather happy that your exs doesn't know how to
cherish you.It was their lost & definitely my gain (: They let me have
this 2nd chance of getting you back by my side, & there's no way i'm letting
go again. We've gone through so much, thick & thin. There's no way i'm
giving up this relationship at this point of time.

亲爱的，我永远只爱你一个。
不管以后的日子会多辛苦，只要你在我身边，我就心满意足了。
爱你爱你！！

Bored.

2010-03-16T03:55:00.003+08:00

FML.COM

Tired!~

2010-03-14T01:53:00.004+08:00

Alrighty, i'm back here now to update once again. No pictures today. I'm too lazy to upload them. But i'll try to upload them soon, once i have the mood to. No promises yeah?

Anyways, birthday was a blast. Though it's simple, but still, thanks to all the people who've turned up. You people really made my day (: Thanks Aileen & Ritche for the terrapin, I bought a mate for, just in case i gets lonely :X Thanks hubby, that sweet 10mins. I'm like so addicted in reading your love letter that i have to read it every night before i goes to bed (:
I didn't know you can be so romantic leh. Lols. Love you lots my dear boy (:
Oh, & thanks alicer, liye, alvin for turning up (: It's very nice of you people. I appreciate it alot (:
Thanks mummy for the little present, no worries about the cost. It's the thoughts that counts.
& my little brother weixue arh~ Thanks for the kawaii pink teddybear :D So creative of you to even make a little necklace with my name on it & wear it on the teddy. I'll try get you something nice for your birthday (:

Do nothing much recently, work work work work & work.
Got money no time go out, that's the worst part :/
Everyone was like "Eh zhen, next week *blahblahblahblahbah*, want to come anot?" I wish i could go ): It's not that i don't want to. I don't even have time to meet hubby, let alone going out to have fun. Sigh. But oh well~ I don't have much choices either. Nyah~

I've been addicted to Justin Bieber's "Baby" for a few days now. I can repeat the same song 20 over times & i'm still not sick of it. LOL. He's so god damn cute *heartmelts* & his songs are really nice. Intially, when i heard this song, i thought it was a female singer, i just found out it was sang by Justin Bieber few days ago. His voice is so unbelievable. Lols.

Here's one of his video. "Baby"
P/S : Girls, becareful not to drool on the keyboard yeah? Happy watching!

I'll be back soon (: I'm getting sick of this blogskin already.
It's about time to change. Something simple i suppose? Black&white sounds pretty nice (:
Alrighty, CIAOS.

:D

2010-03-07T02:27:00.004+08:00

Hello peoples!! (:

My birthday is just another 2-3 days away from now & i'm very thrilled about it (:
Well, unlike last year, or the year before last year, this year's celebration would be very simple.
Celebration will be on 9th march, Tuesday :D Programmes of the day would be..

- Sakae sushi buffet (At ParkWay most probably)
- SnowIce (East Coast Park 32 degrees fahrenheit )
- Cycling (At East Coast Park)

Alright, maybe it's not that simple afterall. Lols.

Friends Invited
Alicer
Liye
Alvin
Germaine
Aileen
Ritche
Kerina
Weixue
Junhui
Larry

Friends Confirmed
Alicer, Liye, Alvin, Kerina, Weixue, Junhui
(liye might not be able to join us on the buffet as he has remedials until 4pm)

Please confirm with me whether you're coming anot by monday afternoon.
Sakae Buffet would most probably cost 20+ Including GST & Service Charge.
Bicycle rental fee is most probably less than 20.
So yeah, ownself estimate around how much you're gonna bring (:

People i never mentioned in the invitation list, if you wanna join us, please feel free to text me (:
Or if you don't have my number, tag on the tagboard instead (:
About meeting time, it'll most probably be 2.30pm at ParkWay Parade.
If you have any other ideas t please feel free to say out in my tagboard okay? "
Oh, & please wear as casual as possible as we're gonna cycle afterall uh (:

Workaholic

2010-02-26T02:32:00.002+08:00

Yes, i know i know, my blog's been rotting very badly. Well, i'm quite tired to update.
But i know there's no excuse, then again, who's there to read anyway -.-

Alright, i've been working for nearly a month now, there's still alot things i'm not sure about & leslie said i'm picking up at a very slow speed. Guess i have to be more serious then. I still can't handle the shop when i'm alone yet ): Sigh!~ But there's a good news about my job :D
I'm going to have 2% commision from next month onwards!~ WOOHOO!
Which means, more moolahs! Keke` I'm starting to love this job!

Basically, i've been working, for most of my time, so there's really not much time left for me to accompany hubby. I know, he's been having a hard time now, but i promised him i'll accompany him as much as i can (: This coming 27th will be our 7th month together! :D & i'm off on that day.
Although we've been quarreling endlessly ever since i start work, but i guess these quarrels will end after today (: I believe hubby can be more understanding.
Know what dearest, i felt so relieved when you say you'll try to adapt to this kinda relationship.
I'm quite touched actually, i know you're still not satisfied but believe me, i'll try my best to make you feel loved. Let's do our best alright? You know i misses you too, just as much as you do.

I know my picture quality sucks, that's because my phone's camera is only 2megapixel.
& satio's price is dropping every week now, it's now 780bucks! Oh my god!~
I'm so gonna get it, will regret anot buy first then say lah~ Wait till in drops to at least 650 i'll get it.. & then, my picture will look so much clearer & nicer!!~ BYE BYE TO BLURRY PHOTOS & SUCKY PHOTOS! WAHAHAHAH!~

I've been watching make up tutorials on youtube, all of them have double eyelids! ):
I want to have double eyelids too, i always blame my father for giving his double eyelids genes to my younger brother instead of me. I know it's not something he can decide but i'm still bu shuang! Gahs*

Hey dearest, i know i've just sent you a long message last night, but i know you
only read my blog because you're looking forward to read something sweet (:
Hubby, i know i've been neglecting you alot recently, but you know i didn't do it intentionally. I always sms you whenever i'm free, always tries to meet you even though the time we meet might just be just an hour or so. Although
the time we spend together now is not as much as it used to be, but i want you to know, you're always in my heart.
We still have many more things to go through, but i'm sure we'll be able to make it through (: You're the only guy i want, no matter how imperfect you are to others, you'll always be perfect to me (:
Let's prove others wrong by making this love last~♥

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody :D Yeaps, it's finally Lunar new year :D
Every kids will receive red packets from relatives & etc etc.. Guess how much is my red packet for this year? A pathetic 90+ bucks. How sucky, but lucky me! My boss & my dad's not included :X HOHOHO~ Alright, anyways, it's Valentine's day yesterday.
Those who're single, don't be sad. There's always next year (: Those who're attached, i bet you guys had a blast last night, just like me :D

Though we spent our valentines day singing song at cash studio, but boy oh boy, we had a blast. Sang for 3hours & i really enjoyed the night! Went out on a double date with Alvin & Germaine, & ofcause, hubby :D Thanks hubby for buying me a DKNY "Be Delicious" Perfume for me, i know it's not cheap. I'm still trying to get used to the smell. Because, my nose is really sensitive to sweet scents, especially perfumes. I'll feel nauseous & my head spins. But i'll have to like it because it's a gift from my beloved boyfriend (: Oh, & thanks for the little surprise last night. I like it, although it's kinda embarrassing. Heh! *shy* Hope you like the gifts i gave you, due to limited time, i can't get a good one, but next year, next year i'll buy something better (:

Had a reunion dinner at one of my uncle house on CNY eve, they had so many foods. I ate so much & i was like bloated throughout the night till next day. Didn't slept well with a bloated tummy.

Went river hongbao today. It's better than last year. But the crowd was.. ohmygod .__.
I hate crowded place, took a few pictures & finally decided to leave.
Nothing much happened nowadays, the only time i've really enjoyed is my valentine's day night with boyfriend & some friends. Tomorrow going back to work again. Sigh!~ I'm still in CNY mood!! Not ready to start work at all but oh well, what can i do?

Guess that's all for today. Bye peeps!!~ <3

You are my lovely valentine

2010-02-08T00:53:00.004+08:00

Hey there earthlings! It's a pretty late post, i'm pretty tired now after shopping for whole day.
So yeahs, please forgive me if this post ain't interesting, infact, none of my post are interesting.
What the hell i'm talking about. Alright anyways! I've been zilian-ing alot lately. Because my face complexion is slowly improving & the scars are slowly fading out, i don't know what's with the sudden improvement either, i stop using skin care products & it actually improve even faster than when i'm still using some of the sample products my relative gave me. So anyways, hope it'll improve further (:

Alright, work is going on pretty smoothly, i'm able to do most of the things except that i'm still having difficulties remembering the price of certain items & using the company system.
Totally too complicated, alright, maybe not that complicated, just that i don't really wanna try it out because if something were to go wrong, it'll be a big mess. So yeahs, better not risk it.

Oh yeahs, i was talking about shopping earlier in my post, so yeahs, went shopping.
We went FarEast Plaza to shop a little. I bought a pink dress & a super kawaii pink heels.
Then we went another shopping centre & i've forgot the name of it, so yeahs, hubby bought 2 tops from ZARA & 2 jeans from Levi's, & then he pok kai :X Lols, see lah hubby, overspent your money for new year clothes now no money buy shoes le lah :X Orbi. Who ask you like typical auntie like that, so kiasu. Got special offer only keep buy buy buy :X
Then after that we went bugis to meet up some buddies & shop there for their clothes.
Didn't really have the chance to shop for mine at bugis because they keep aiming shop that sells guys clothes & you know, bugis street really have lousy reception & it'll be damn hard to contact each other if we go seperate ways shopping. So yeahs, followed them & gave them some tips.
Was shopping eversince 3pm till 10pm. 7hours leh! My legs totally went jelly uh! But it was fun lah, shopping around without having the need to worry about money problems.

Alright guys, tell you something, i'm in super deep trouble. Valentine day is just 7days away & guess what? I still haven even thought of a present to give hubby. GG right? LOL :/ He'll be like so disappointed if he sees this part, but anyways, girls out there, please give me some tips on what kinda present will be good to give a guy on valentines day (:
DON'T TAG YOUR IDEAS IN THE TAGBOARD!
Best send me email or if you got add me in facebook or msn, leave me a message there yeah? (: Thanks! Actually i just thought of a present already, but it's better if i have more ideas (:

Alright, i should end my post here & start getting ready to sleep.
I still have work tomorrow. ARH SHAG!~ Sigh, for the sake of money, i must jiayou!
Gambatte! So yeahs, bye peeps! OH, One last thing!
PLEASE KEEP MY TAGBOARD ALIVE DEAR READERS! It's dying already ):
My blog got that pathetic anot? :/ Read already at least leave a tag to say hello or something what right? Heh (: So yeah lah, that's about it :D TATA! Love you people!

Start of Working Life.

2010-01-31T23:57:00.004+08:00

Alright, here to update again (: Pardon me for using my old photo. I've been lacking of mood to take photo of myself lately. So yeah, & eversince i got back from malaysia, my face just pop out a few more "friends" you see, so my face is not in a good condition to zilian!~
Well, i'm sorry that i didn't do what as i promised everyone, which is photos of my malaysia trip. Uploading pictures takes up alot of time & i have no patience you see. So yeahs, the weather there was blazing hot, & unlike singapore, there's no shelter everywhere. So we'll need to walk under the hot sun for like 10mins until we reach a shelter.
(Okay, probably i was a little exaggerated, maybe slightly lesser than 10mins, SLIGHTLY)

So yeahs, hot weather will cause pimple to pop out from your face & greets you everytime you see yourself in the mirror, so irritating .__. Anyways, apart from hot weathers, the rest is fine (:
Went shopping at big malls, ate crab porridge etc etc. But i only bought a jacket.. the things there is just as expensive as things in singapore. So yeahs, decided to buy clothes in singapore instead.

Alright, end of my malaysia trip story. I only summarise everything.
So yeaps, i've start working already. At a place call sempan bedok. (don't know how to spell)
It's a place near changi already, sounds far but, it only took me less than an hour of bus trip to reach there. The job is super relaxing, you can slack, listen to songs whatever.
But when it's busy, it's really really busy. 5-6 customers can walk in at the same time & we have to attend to all of them. Oh, i have not mention, i'm working in a handphone shop (:
Hehs. So yeahs, my pay is 1k+ per month, 1week 1day off. & my pay will raise when i start to know more things & learn more things there. So yeahs, i enjoyed working there, other workers are friendly, so are the bosses.

I'll probably drop the idea of doing ITE & continue working this job until i save up enough money to go study private, talked to hubby about this matter already. He's okay with it (:
What i mean by private is private hairfashion & design schools. Not private diploma or O'lvls whatever :X I'm not that type so rather not waste that money yeahs? (:

What bothers me the most now is, i no longer have enough time to spend with hubby anymore.
When i go work, he just dismissed from school, when i end work, hubby's ready to go to bed already. We can only meet during my off days ): But i need money, not exactly very desperate for it, but i can't continue rotting at home forever, & my mum ain't giving me any allowance.
&&~ I can't rely on my father's money forever either, he got his own suspenses & giving us 100bucks every 1-2weeks is really too much for him. So yeahs~ Even if i won't be able to meet hubby as often as last time anymore, but i still love him & i forever will (:

Gonna get myself a satio maybe when i get my 2nd pay (:
Although many people have been persuading me not to get that phone, for whatever reasons.
But i'm still gonna get that phone anyway, i'm not into iphones as it's still not very user friendly, no bluetooth, not suitable for people with long fingernails, & even when we wanna put in songs & pictures can be so god damn troublesome too.
So yeahs, i know sony ericsson phone won't worth much if you wanna sell it. But if i don't intend to sell it then it's okay right? (:

Guess this post is long enough already (: See you people soon, when i have anything intersting to post :D Guess that's all. Yeaps, ADIOS!~

My love, thanks for keeping me accompanied these 5days.
I really enjoyed spending my time with you (:
You're the best boyfriend i've ever had so there's no way i'm gonna leave you uh.
So have more faith in yourself (: I love you my boy♥

Happy 6th month Anniversary

2010-01-27T03:03:00.003+08:00

Well, i know it's late, & i still have work tomorrow, i should be sleeping already.
But i know if i don't post now, I might not have the chance to post before 12am.

Hubby, it's finally our 6th month together (:
I'm very happy, not sure if you feel the same. I know, you're unhappy that i'm working.
You don't like me to tire myself, but you still have to understand, i don't want you to keep quiet about it because you have no rights to say anything, i want you to really understand the situation, that'll make yourself feel better.
You're studying now, no time to work, even if you want to, i might not allow.
I want you to concentrate on your N'lvls. You said you'll score better than me, well (: I'm looking forward to the day you show me your result, I don't care if you'll tease me for scoring lower than you (: Just like how you tease me for PSLE. I scored 1mark lesser than you. As long as you scored well, i'm sure your parents might really consider letting you go private school.

You know, for the first few months, i kept telling myself that i can't fall too deep.
I'm afraid that if i love you too much, & one day you happen to leave me again..
I might not be able to take it this time, it was so painful for the first time, i don't wanna experience it ever again. Kinda preapre for the worst.
But as time goes by, i'm starting to realise i've already lost control.I can't hold my feelings back.
I don't know if you know how important you are to me, how much i loves you.
No matter what, my feelings for you will never fade. Tell you a good news (: Mummy's starting to have good feelings for you now.. I'm sure someday she'll accept you for sure. I'm always trying hard to say nice things about you infront of her, seems like my effort is finally starting to pay off (:

Hubby arh hubby. You're the only guy i want to be with for the rest of my life.
Without you, the world will be the end for me. You know i can't loose you (:
6 months together & still counting, i'm sure there's no end to it ♥

Happy 6th months anniversary my dear boy.. we've been together for 184days already.
Sorry i won't be able to celebrate or meet up with you. But the 7th & 8th month i'll be sure to meet up with you at the very least (: Love you to the max!~ Chiuuuu~♥
Please don't be unhappy already ): You made me feel so sad & sian uh..
I want hubby to be happy happy everyday :D

P/S: Please excuse me if i have lots of grammar & vocab errors. I'm typing this out 1/4 asleep.

Malaysia trip

2010-01-22T11:44:00.002+08:00

HELLO READERS (:
Well, just wanna let you people know i'll be going to malaysia in another few hours time.
I'll be back on Sunday morning, so yeah. it's just a short trip (:
& friends, i won't be answering any phone calls or reply any message while i'm there as the bill will be damn expensive, for both you & me. So yeahs..
But if you really have anything important to tell me, just leave me a message, i think i'll be able to receive it, but check how much is it per sms first alright? :D

Yeahs, guess that's about it. i'll try to snap some photos there so get ready for a long post when i get back :D Keke~

Okay okay, i guess that's all. Tata friends & readers, i'll see you guys again as soon i'm back to singapore (:

Hubby, i'll miss you alot ♥

Holiday Boredoms

2010-01-19T20:22:00.003+08:00

Alright, here to update once again. My life is still as boring as ever, not much programmes.
Went ECP with hubby, ritche, aileen & alicer on sunday, the 17th of this month.
Done nothing much, went to eat snowice & slack around, chitchat at the beach side.
After that we all went parkway to meet alicer's sister, ate, walk around & go home.

I'm posting because hubby want me to :X Actually i'm lazy & seriously, there's nothing to post about, so please forgive me if this post is boring or whatever, gomen ne~

Been watching pokemon nowadays, i'm already on season 5 (Master Quest).
& know what readers, watching pokemon makes me feel like playing the pokemon in gameboy again. Just like, have a sudden itch to play it :X In the past, i can like face the gameboy screen whole day, playing pokemon & i won't get bored. Catching legendary pokemons, battling in gym matches, trying to complete the pokedex. I'm sure most of you have played the game before (:
So those who've played, will know what i mean ^.^ It's fun, & certainly not childish at all.
Even ritche who's already 19 or 20 now is still crazy about playing pokemon :X LOL.

Anyways, i'm having a primary school gathering at one of my ex classmate's house.
We're gonna have a BBQ there since he's living in a condominium. But but.. it's on the 23rd ):
I'm most probably in malaysia already! Was trying to ask if they can postpone to 24th.
I'll be able to go if that's the case..

Guess it's enough for all these random topics already..

Alright hubby, since you're the one asking me to post (: How can i not post something for you?
Just another 8more days, exluding today to our half year anniversary! :D
You know my dear, it's such a miriacle that after so much of quarreling, i'm still not feeling sick of this relationship.. Normally, i would have hesitated on continueing, but you're so special ♥
Mummy admitted to me few days ago that she still can't bring herself to like you.
I know, it's just her expectations are too high. I know it's a stress for you.. & there's alot things she doesn't know about you yet. But i don't care, no matter how hard she's gonna make my life to be, i'll never ever let you go. Even maybe you're not perfect, not completely flawless, but i still love the way you are. You brought colours to my life & only being with you, makes me feel most comfortable. I would never want to leave your side again.
You're mine my boy, for this life time, for eternity (:

Drifted Apart

2010-01-15T01:33:00.002+08:00

I don't know why the picture is so bright, i took it with my webcam. But heck, don't give a damn.

Anyways, life's been pretty boring nowadays. The only things that's accompanying me is my com. Nice~ I can use com for like more than 12hours a day. The rest of the time is for me to sleep. Wanted to find some job, but i just can't find myself a suitable one!
Anyway, friends, i know all these while, i've never complained once about this matter..
But it seems that i'm being forgotten. The only people who's jio-ing me out is larry & christopher.
I always knew things will ended up like this. Once we're living a different life, there's no way friendship can still be maintained well. Sigh~ Nevermind, shall drop this topic.

Had a little quarrel with hubby yesterday, well, not exactly little. But we're fine already.
& still loving as ever. Thank goodness, i thought i'm gonna loose him again.

I'll be going to malaysia next week for probably 5days. I'll go on monday & be back on friday or earlier. Gonna go get some stuffs for siblings & also, have some fun for myself. Hopefully there's a com there. If not i'll be damn bored during the night if i can't sleep.
Alright, guess there's nothing much to say already. That's all for now.

Adios Amigos

If i don't bloghop around much then probably i'll know lesser things.
This way, i'll have lesser chance to feel dissappointed

Feeling insecure

2010-01-13T23:44:00.002+08:00

Links are all updated, if there's still anyone who've changed link & i have not update yet, do tag me & let me know. Those who wants me to link you up, you can tell me by tagging too.

Nothing much to say now i guess. I'm feeling weird right now..
I don't know why i'm feeling so insecure.. keep my finger crossed & hope everything will be fine.

Brings back memories

2010-01-11T02:21:00.006+08:00

YOOOHOO! I know i know, i've not been posting a entry for like nearly 5days now.
Although no one ask me to update, but i know i have to. I can see my blog is 80% dead now.

Alright, the neoprint picture above, sorry for the lousy photo quality.
But you guys still can see who are the people inside. I think i've post this picture before (:
Anyways, as most of you people can see, this neoprint is taken on the year 2006.
The girls in the picture don't really have much different compare to now. (I'm one of them)
This picture certainly brings back memories does it my friend. *laughs*
Alright, QUIZ TIME!~ Anyone wanna guess who's the guy in the middle?
No prize will be given to those who answered correctly though :X Hehs, you guys will be shocked if you know the answer. Hahaas.

& Weehaou, if you happen to see this entry, don't kill me please :X
Let your girl see how cute you were 4years ago. HAHA!~

The melody picture above, well, it doesnt really mean anything.
It's just hubby's new favourite cartoon character now. Shit him, for being unfaithful to Hello Kitty! *ROARS* But okay lah, i have to admit, melody is certainly much more cuter than hello kitty is. BUT BUT BUT!~ I'm still faithful to hello kitty!♥

Oh yeah, i've been watching pokemon episodes lately. YA YA!~ POKEMON!
Don't laugh at me because pokemon is childish, ITS NICE I TELL YOU! (:
I'm currently at season 3 which is the Johto League. Pokemon fans should know what i'm talking about. So anyways, the main point is.. any people out there that knows any website that i can watch all 12season of pokemon episodes without using the Megavideo player?
Megavideo sucks & most of the website are starting to use this player -.- Arghs!
Pissed off to the max! The website i'm watching now is AnimeFreak.tv.
Which only have like 6 or 7 seasons. Totally not good ): So if you guys know any good website for me to watch all pokemon episode seasons in peace. Please do email me or tag me the link!
Thanks alot yeah? :D
Reminder : No megavideo & have all 12seasons!

Okay okay, enough of all these random topics.

Well, my problem are now cleared. Not a big problem actually.
Had a quarrel with my mum & we're like having cold war for exactly 3days.
We didn't had such a major quarrel before, well, not to the extend of fighting.
& we didn't shout either because it's already midnight. Why quarrel? Money issues again.
But oh well, it's all over now so hopefully this will be the last time.. which not possible.

My application of courses for ITE january intake are all unsuccessful.
So i'm now waiting for april intake. Yeaps, have decided, i'll continue study no matter what.
Have already asked my sec4 form teacher to help me print out my missing result slips.
Thank goodness she's willing to help (: Thanks Mrs Tan, you're always the best!
Gonna try Hairfashion & Beauty Therapy again. But this time, i'll be sure to be smart enough & have some back up courses. Just in case i failed the interview again.

Alright, guess that's all for this entry. I apologise for the lack of photos.
I haven been zilian-ing much lately. Except there's some pictures in hubby's phone.
Oh yeah! Have i mentioned that hubby finally got himself a iPhone? Well, it's only a 3G so actually there's nothing much to brag about :X *OOPS*
No offence to those who're using iPhone 3G, I didn't mean that it's lousy alright ^.^

Okie dokie. I have to end this entry before it get's too naggy :X
TATA READERS! ♥

Video Entry

2010-01-06T22:20:00.005+08:00

Alright, this post will be filled with videos, not videos of me don't worry :X Lols.
Okay, there was once when i was on facebook & happened to saw someone posted a video.
A youtube video of a girl giving tips & advice on makeups & face beauty.
Her video i saw on facebook was cool & i went to find watch all her videos on youtube (:

Here are some of the videos of her teaching us how to make some homemade facial masks.
100% natural & i see plenty of good reviews of her video. Saying that her homemade mask really works & is really improving their skins. Lols (: Make me feel like trying out too.. Laughs*
Maybe next time :D HEE~

Alright (: You guys can try & tell me whether it works anot. I not sure where we can find the ingredients. I'll try too, & if it really works, i'll tell you guys too alright? :D

Kolyn has been having lots of problems lately. Hopefully all things will be over soon.
&&!~ I'm going in malaysia soon (: With my daddy. either next week or next next week. Hee~
Hopefully i can buy lots of nice stuffs (: Teehee~

Random :D

2010-01-02T03:44:00.004+08:00

Okay~! i know it's a rather late entry. But because i really have nothing to do, so... ):
I'm becoming more & more active already leh :D Nyah~
Anyway, i don't really want to post this picture up at first , the smile is so ugly.
But i seriously have no other pictures to post already, & the recent entries have no pictures at all. So i have no choice~

Everybody has new goals for a new year so i was thinking, i want to set same target for myself as well :D

2010 Goals!

• Try to be more auto & go meet hubby more often rather than him coming to meet me. (**)
• Get myself a course & study or find a stable job if i have no course to study on. (**)
• Slim down to 40kg & maintain it. (***)
• Cut down on suppers. (*****)
• Sleep earlier so i will have better skin complexion. (*****)
• Fetch hubby from school once in a while when i have time. (***)
• Get myself a satio & a iPod-Touch. (*****)
• Change my fashion taste, wear skirts & dresses more often. (**)
• Learn how to play L4D so i can accompany hubby. (***)
• Perm my hair. (**)
• Learn how to make sushi. (**)

I still have more that i couldn't think of now :X I know it's quite a long list.
P/S : The bracket stars shows the level of difficulty of each task.
I still have many more! Shall update on the list again when i have time :D HOHO~

Hubby fell asleep already i guess, he didn't reply my message anymore. Guess he's too tired.
He didn't sleep much last night afterall, well, sweetdreams my dear (:

Anyway, i'm going out with my daddy in the morning later on, he'll call me. & look at the time now, it's already so late yet i'm not asleep yet. Not sure if i will put daddy airplane anot. Lols.
Hopefully not yeah? I want him to bring me to eat at the coffee shop near hubby house (:
It's a place where daddy bring me go very often when i'm still in kindergarden :D Miss those times~

Alright, i shall end this post before it gets too draggy with grandmother stories. Nyah~
Sayonara everyone :D

First day of 2010

2010-01-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

Alright, first of all, i would like to wish every a happy new year.
I spent my new year's eve at home watching tv. Boring huh? Laughs*

Okayy, i have nothing much to say actually. Oh yeah, happy 1year birthday to kolynstic.bs.com.
Although i have been blogging for 4years already, but this url is the one i used the longest.
I kept changing my link in the past~ Hoho!
Guess that's all, tata everybody (: I'll post something better tomorrow i guess ^.^

Ciaos~

Disappointment

2009-12-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

Well, i wasn't selected for Hairfashion nor Beauty Therapy.
I didn't even interviewed for beauty therapy, they don't allow me to interview unless i have a full report book with me, all i have is the result slip for the 2008 & 2009.
I tried to explained but they insist on only letting me interview if i have the whole report book.
Called Mrs Tan after that, she say she could help, but only after 30th. Help by printing the result slips again, well, not the original one, & it'll be without principal signature & school chop.

I went back to the counter again telling her if i could have interview some other time.
Sadly, no. As for hairfashion, they're kind enough to let me interview even without report book.
But i guess they still can't really accept me when i go interview without report book.

Thanks to those who've tried to comfort me, & thanks in advance to those who're going to after you read this post. But seriously, i'm alright already. So.. there won't be a need to actually.
Applied for Service Skills (Office) On the net earlier, result will be out on the 6th January 2010.
If i can't get this course again, i'll go work already. Don't want to study anymore :/

Happy 5th Month GohJunHui ♥

2009-12-27T04:14:00.002+08:00

Hubby will probably get angry & also happy at the same time if he sees this entry.
Well, angry because i'm still awake & it's already 4am.. Happy because this entry will be filled with my love & some sweet sweet things :D

Alright (: It's finally our 5th month together. But to me, time pass so slow.
It's like we've been together for a very long time already. Initially, mum doesn't agree the idea about me going out with you, i mean, being together. I was trying so hard to be a mummy girl but after some time, i feel that if i don't accept you soon, you'll probably give up.
I don't want that to happen so i ignore what i promised to mummy about being single for 3 years & finally, accept your confession (:
I never regret going against my mum, i felt i was doing the right thing.
Like what people say, grap your own happiness while you still can.
We've been having a hard time at the beginning, trying to persuade my mum to accept you.
Though till now, she've not accept you totally, but i know she will, someday (:
So my dear boy, don't give up on hope alright? You know i'll always be here for you.

We've been talking alot on our past recently & the conclusion we had is..
For these 3years, our feelings for each other still stays. Mine is probably more than yours.
Just that our feelings are probably not strong enough to start another relationship yet.
I'm glad, that i'm still always in your mind every now & then after the broke up 3years ago.

Though i've had many problems in the past, some.. are really impossible for my boyfriends to accept. But you can, without a problem at all. Though you're maybe not a guy that would pamper a girl much, not a guy that would sweet talk often. But as long as i can still feel your love for me, i'll always feel secure even without those.
I know you're feeling somehow a little uneasy about me going to ITE.
I may know more guys who're richer or probably more good looking than you or whatever.
But let me tell you this now, no matter what kinda guys are there in ITE, my heart will not go wild. I'll always stay loyal & faithful to you (: So don't worry hubby! I won't throw you away one!

We've gone through so much, so i know this relationship will definitely last.
I don't think there's any other obstacles we won't be able to go through now.
So my dearest hubby!~ You're forever mine now, we sweared to each other that we'll not leave each other no matter what, i'm still keeping the sms, so you're not running away that easily!
You're gonna spent the rest of your life with me & only me (:
We're like meant to be, after a long seperation, we still manage to find our way back to each other. Just wanna let you know my dear boy, you're the only person in my heart right now.
I love you lots & may god bless our love, will never ever reach the end.

Happy 5th month anniversary. We still have at least another 50 years to go :X
MUAH~♥

PICS

2009-12-26T21:13:00.007+08:00

We're slacking at a void deck & decided to take pictures.
We've been out whole day so we're all looking very unglam :X
Some pictures are blurred because Alvin's being a lousy photographer.
Oh yeah, just became gans with alvin yesterday, laughs*
Anyways, enjoy the pics :D
One last thing, hubby! I LOVE YOU! ♥

P/S : This are pictures taken yesterday

Boring X'mas Eve

2009-12-24T22:11:00.004+08:00

First of all, i wishes everyone a happy X'mas eve, as most of you guys are probably having lots of fun at maybe Orchard or somewhere crowded right now, i'm rotting at home, spending a lonely X'mas eve.
My daddy called me earlier, telling me that he's spending his X'mas eve at orchard with his girlfriend, i thought of tagging along so i called mummy & ask her for permission.
Well, she scolded me & say that i've been going out for whole day already, & now i'm throwing her at home alone for things like that.
Alright, firstly, i don't find myself wrong at all, i mean, she does that to me as well.
Going out on her own leaving me at home alone taking care of gucci.
You guys know the law, pets are not allowed on bus. She didn't give me much money either.
Saying things like "If you wanna go out, bring gucci along" Yes, i'm able to go out, but where the hell should i find money for cab fares just because i'm bringing a dog out with me. Ridiculous.

Who on earth doesn't want to spend this special occasion meaningfully, i mean, come on.
It's not an occasion that we're celebrating everyday. We only celebrate X'mas once a year!
She's a grown up already. Not some little kids that needs accompany.
There's once when we're quarreling & i scolded her that she's very immature, for someone who's already a mother & have been taking care of this family for already more than 10years.
I said she's already 38 this year but her brain still functions like a 15 year old little girl.
Yes, i know it's rude of me to say such a thing to my mum, but she's seriously.. going overboard.

We've been quarreling alot for some reasons & seriously, i don't find myself in wrong at all.
Called my daddy & told him that i'm not going with him & he knows i'm disappointed.
He ask me what happened & i just complained everything to him.
Well, he doesn't sounds happy about what my mum thinks either. He even thought my mum doesn't like me being with him, which is not true, but i've explained to him.
Then i was so angry that i was talking like some typical ahlians, scolding vulgarities, but he didn't mind at all. Well, maybe he knows i'm unhappy, so he excuse me for this time. Love you daddy.
Right, even after this incident, i felt that since i've decided to follow my mum & she's someone who's responsible for taking care of me now, i'll still obey her in the future.
Just that, she's not worth my respect, for now at least.

You guys might think that for a mere X'mas eve, i'm being overboard on saything such things.
But there's still many more other things that it's not convinient for me to reveal out everything.
I just hope i could faster grow up & have more freedom.
She's the most materialistic person i've ever ever known.. Saying things like i can only marry to someone rich in the future. That she'll never ever let me marry someone who's poor like hubby.
Well, a husband is someone that i'll be spending my rest of the life with. I'll not marry someone i don't love truly, not even if he's stinking rich, owns 5 cars 2 apartments blahblahblah~

Lastly, i would like to apologise to hubby. I know i've been giving you a hard time.
You have to force yourself to understand my situation though you know it's my mum being unreasonable. You have to tolerate all this shits. I know i'm boring, i don't have much freedom & i can't accompany you for midnight activities. Midnight movie, mignight cycling all these.
You've been a great boyfriend yet i'm such a terrible girlfriend..

Busy day tomorrow

2009-12-23T22:42:00.007+08:00

Alright, my blog's rotting kinda badly & it's time for me to update.
Sorry readers, i may have disappoint you a little everytime you came my blog & there's no update, but no worries, here's one! An update on what's happening this few days.

First of all, the quality of the picture above doesn't look really great because hubby's room lighting is horrible. Too pinky & worse of all, he's wearing a pink polo top too.
(FYI, that's a birthday gift from me to him :D)
Tried editing the contrast level & some effects but it ends up even worse, so i gave up!
How i wish i have adobe photoshop -.- Anyways, i've went to simei ITE, which is the campus east to apply my courses, beauty therapy & hairfashion. I'm going to attend the interview on the 28th. That's like, another few days away! I'm so anxious. Not sure if i'm able to get either one of it.
& unfortunately, these is the only 2 course i've applied. I forgot to apply some "back up" courses on the net & when i realised it, it's already passed the deadline. SOOO SAD! I'll need to call ITE tomorrow & see if i can make a trip down to simei ITE personally to apply it or something.
The campus is so big that me & hubby almost got lost inside. & we had a difficult time trying to figure out which bus will take us to the busstop. Made a few wasted trip. Lols :X

Tomorrow, i'm going to meet hubby in the morning to go holland breko to collect my tips.
(Yay-ness, cashy! $_$) Afternoon i needa go down to Tampines Mall to collect some stuffs & then head over to Parkway Parade to meet Alicer & Aileen (:
Been so long since i've last ate snowice, i'm craving so badly for it for the past few weeks.
But hubby keep never accompany me go ): So bad of him right?! (nod nod)
What a busy day it is tomorrow. Have to rush so many places.

On the 25th evening, i needa go Germaine's X'mas buffet celebration at her house. & thanks so much babe, i love the make up kit you got me, the pink is soooo pretty :D
I'll take a picture of it & show you guys soon alright? Keke~ & Germaine, i got a present for you too, but it's not as expensive as yours i guess. since you said my present is one of the most expensive presents ): i'm a little financial tight so i can get something really great. Hope you don't mind yeah? I'll be looking forward to your buffet (: HEE~

Alright, what else....
Oh right! Friends whom i hang around with oftenly, i'm thinking of having a outing on New Year's eve. I'm free that day :D But only after 6pm, but i'll see if i can ton or something!
Think of some ideas. & ofcause, try to be as budget as possible. I'll contact some of you soon (:
People like Liye, Rirong, Aileen, Alicer & some other people, you should know who you are.
Guess that's about everything i wanted to say.. Yeaps.
So Adios everyone :D I'll see if i'll have anything interesting to post about soon!
LOVES!

Hey love, there's 4 more days to our 5th month anniversary (:
I love you alot & seriously, no one else could replace you.
You're the right guy for me afterall.
After so many relationship i've had, you're still the only guy for me (:
After so much we've been through, i'm sure we'll cherish this relationship even more!
Sorry, there's no gift again this month, hope you don't mind lah! Hee.
Thanks for being such a sweet boyfriend all these while.
We'll try to understand each other better & make this relationship last forever.
Next year will be a rough year ahead, i'm going ITE & you're taking N'lvls.
We won't be able to meet each other that much anymore, i'm gonna miss you alot ):
But i'm sure we'll be able to make it through (:
Maybe this way, we'll treasure each other more♥

N'lvl Results

2009-12-18T22:27:00.006+08:00

{Ignore the safety belt, i'm on my daddy's car (:}

Hello everyone (: Hees~ anyways, i just got my N'lvl results today.
Thank goodness i hit my target! I scored 5 for my N'lvls & i'm happy.
Why? Because i can choose whatever course i like (: Yeaps, i've change my plan again.
Gonna study first now. That's what everyone tell me to do. With everyone's support, i'm sure i'll be able to make it through yeah? Kekes`
Alrighty~ now i'm headache on what course should i choose. I'm taking the long & steady path to poly right now, ITE Nitec, higher nitec then poly (: So i wouldn't want to make the wrong choice.

Soo, yeahs (: That's about it. Hehs :D
Had a little quarrel with hubby today, but everything's fine now.
I'm sorry for being so unreasonable my dear, i shouldn't have troubled you like that..
From now on, i'll learn to be a better girlfriend :D Love you truckloads. MUARHS~

Alrighty!~ Since hubby's gonna work hard for his N'lvls next year, so how can i loose out to him?
I'll work hard too (: Friends out there (: If you're in ITE, i would want you to tell me more about the courses, because i find that, from the book alone, i'll not be able to understand fully.
Yeaps, that's quite about everything i wanna say (:

OHH WAIT :D I know it's a little random, you guys seen the newspaper?
The way mike propose to xiaxue is totally perfect man :D Sooo romantic.
Hubby :X I want a wedding propose like that too. HAHAHAHA! *jokes*

That's all :D
Adios! Loves & Kisses~

Finding a new home for 2 Hamsters :D

2009-12-13T02:30:00.004+08:00

Well, here i am, helping 2 hammies looking for a new home (:
Hopefully with new good owners as well, these 2 adorable hamsters are approximately 2 months old.
In case you're wondering, these are pearl whites, one of the more expensive breed in the hamham family :D 1 Female & 1 Male, female has given birth once, to 5 adorable baby hams.

If you're interested in owning not only 1 but 2 hamsters (: Please leave me a tag or you can look for Aileen or Ritche. I have their blog links under the "Linksphere" category :D
Best if you have experiences handling hamsters as they're fragile animals.
& if possible, adopt both of them together since they're a pair from young (:
(No Adoption Fee Needed)

Alright, so done with helping aileen & ritche to find a new home for their hamsters.
Now... heh, i have nothing to post also, so here's one of gucci's photo (:
Credits to Aileen & Ritche, well, still have many more other photos but i'm lazy to upload.
TEEHEE :D But this is my favourite (: I edited a little as she's a little dirty that day.
So that's all yeah, CIAO!

BLEAH xP

2009-12-08T22:42:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna blog lesser now because no one bothered to tag me anyway!
*POUTS*

Anyway, readers, do you prefer my blog to stay pinky or the simple Black&White type?
Do tag & me & tell me which do you prefer alright? :D

& here's a short message to aileen :
Hey babe, remember to upload gucci's photo into com & send me leh.
I want them all ! :D

I don't like it

2009-12-08T00:17:00.007+08:00

I don't like being alone at home..
I have nothing to do, nothing at all. I'm gonna make mummy suffer when she come home.
Because of gucci, i couldn't go out at all. She made me so pissed just now & i whacked her head so hard, i immediately hug her after that because she whimpered in pain when i hit her.. I couldn't bring myself to hate her afterall, no matter how much she's making me suffer right now.. i just couldn't leave her alone.

Have not been smoking for more than 6hours now.. my nose is watering badly.
I'm so hungry, but my ulcer hurts so much that i don't feel like eating anything.
Alright, enough of complaining, guess i'll go watch TV or something.

I lied about me being okay at home alone.
The fact is, i'm not okay at all..

Post for fun :D

2009-12-02T02:51:00.006+08:00

Alright, now here's a random entry i'm posting out of boredom.
Hubby's probably playing game right now, not sure~ He's certainly very busy when it comes to night, well, i'll punish him later :X you'll know what the punishment is if you continue reading :D

Anyways, was talking to alicer right now, seems that they're gonna let the matters be.
Not that i'm going to add oil into the fire, but smart choice. This way, though things won't get settled, but it won't get any worse either. & me, i'm not gonna get involved any further.
Alright! Actually, i have nothing to post, but i'm too bored & still not yet sleepy.
Larry actually jio-ed me for breakfast & i told him i'll try to wake up early. He'll scold the shit out of me if he sees me still awake & even posting at this time.
Oh, he's going cruise tomorrow afternoon i guess, a 4days cruise trip.
&&&! He promise he'll bring me back presents :D That's the best part :X HOHOHOHO!

Hey babes, though we didn't really plan this properly but when are we going for prawning?!
My hands are itching to catch some prawns & my mouth is itching even more to eat some too :X
When you babes saved enough money & is free to go remember to call me leh! :D

Oh oh, one more thing :D Hubby's gonna change an ugly duckling of mine into a pretty swan :D
My haro bicycle, is already in a bad condition, i would rate it.. 2/10 for the condition.
But he said he's gonna spray it pink in colour tomorrow, well. He did ask me to trust his taste for pink, but i still can't help but to still feel worried. Gahs* I wants to see the whole proccess how it's done leh *pouts* but guess it'll be a little troublesome for me to tag along too. Nevermind

ANYWAY!! Did anyone misses Baby Gucci? :D
don't be shock to see this alright? Hohohoho :X Her new hairstyle~
(Botak)

Well, she did look cleaner with all her fur shaved short. But at the same time, less cuter :X
But heck! Who cares! She's still my little darling (: Sorry dear gucci, mummy has no time to take care of your fur, & i'm not as pro as her in taking care of your fur.
You let them get tangled too easily, since you're the hyper active type, guess short fur suits you best :D Anyways, cutting it short makes her look smaller too.
Oh one more thing, any male maltese out there interested to mate with her? :X
I'm currently looking for a Male mini maltese, best 3years old below to mate with gucci.
Interested please leave a tag on my tagboard :D

OKAY NEXT UP!! Hubby's punishment.. *hiakhiakhiak* ...........

(Credits to Alicer Koh A.K.A Yuko)

I just love this pic alot :X LOL! New punishment for hubby :X
Embarrass him to the max, actually not really considered as punishment.
I don't really mind if he play games & neglects me, just trying to take this chance to credit alicer (:
This picture was taken by alicer & no one credits her :X She kept complaining to me just now.
HAHA, anyways, i actually don't know who took it until she told me it was her just now *oops*

Wah, a rather naggy post. Been so long since i've posted something so long already :X
Shall end here, oh last but not least....
HUBBY I MISS YOU! MUA :D

P/S: Sorry for the lousy written english, i'm not in a good condition to think properly right now :X

Saving back a friendship

2009-11-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

Well, although i said i won't get involved, but after viewing ritche's & aileen's blog.
I feel that i must say something, things are getting more & more out of hand.
My dear friend, you weren't there at eastcoast.
If you were there, you would have seen how sad & disappointed alicer & aileen is.
They cried so hard, well, as far as i can see, those are tears not in disappointment. But in pain of loosing a friend because of such trival matter.
If you were there, your heart would have melt away all frustration.
Vivien, when i talk to you on the phone, i thought you were sincere in saving back this 4 years of friendship, you said they didn't ask me out so often anymore because we used to have conflicts.
What about you? Don't you have conflicts with them in the past?
Well, touch your heart my friend, are you sincere about saving back this friendship?
If you are, you wouldn't post something so pointless & meaningless again in your blog.
I thought i already told you to calm down & think, you said you treated them as sister & is willing to settle everything. But from what i can see, you're making the matter worst.

Just this point alone, i can see your insincerity.
Alicer cried so hard, she hugged me & ask me why would things ended up like this?
Aileen is already voice-less, she still insist on talking to you, hoping you can understand.
I'm sure you can hear how hard she's trying to struggle her voice out.
She's squeaking through out the whole conversation. Crying & still insist on talking to you.
Don't you feel sad hearing them cry? Though i'm not involved in this matter.
It still hurts me seeing them cry like that. Tears swell up in my eyes when i'm trying to comfort them.
Vivien, if you don't treat them as friends anymore, don't agitate them any further.
If you still treat them as friends, talk nicely, i'm sure things will be settled if everyone give way.

Sentosa & East Coast Trip

2009-11-30T15:24:00.004+08:00

Hubby was applying sunblock lotion & ended up being snapped in this pose :X

Seems that the guys are better is making sexy poses :X HAHA!

I think they're trying to see if they can lick their own nipple.

What a obscene pose, the little boy at the back are laughing at their stupidity :X

Hubby's kuku face when eating fries at eastcoast mac :D

Well, i was hesitant of whether i should upload these pictures anot because i looked unglam in all of the pictures. But on second thought, why should i care? So there they are :D
We all had fun on the sentosa trip, but well, i guess the east coast trip is a little messed up.

Well, it's just a pity to see a good friendship ended up like this, i know i have no rights to get involved, but seriously. i find it stupid to make a big fuss out of some small matter.
Alright, in anyway, i shouldn't care so much as i might get more trouble if i'm being too busybody. Just want you guys to think, whether is it worth it for things to end up like this?

Anyways, hubby, i know it's late but happy birthday to you (:
Called you a few times today, sent a few message but still you didn't reply or call back.
I'm getting a little worried now, you won't normally wake up so late.
I miss you ♥

Happy 4 Monthsary :D

2009-11-27T23:45:00.005+08:00

Just now when i say that i'll post you a sweet entry tomorrow & you sound disappointed.
So here, i'm gonna give you a surprise by posting one right now :D
Dearest, we've been together for 4months already, but it feels like we've been together for 4years.
Life without is is like a broken pencil, totally pointless. You might not know how much you are important to me, but i'll tell you now (: Without you, life would be meaningless.
After all the boyfriends i've had, being back to you still feels the most comfortable one (:
None of my exs can be compared to you, as you really are, one of a kind.
Even till now, every kiss we had still makes my heart skip a beat. I'll still blush & feel shy.

I love you & somehow, i still feels that this 3 words, is still not enough to express how i feel about you.
I want this love to last for a lifetime, though till now, mummy still say discouraging words & might have hurted your feelings, but time will prove everything.
I'm very sure you're the one i want to spent my life with for this lifetime.
My feelings for you is strong & hence, nothing will ever stop me from loving you.
Even if the worlds fall apart, my feelings for you will still stay, i promise (:
You're like a drug i'm hopelessly addicted to, you're someone i cannot live without.

Our heart beats as one, nothing except for death, could tear us apart.
Just wanna tell you i love you & this feelings will continue forever.
Happy 4months anniversary Hubby (: Mua!♥

P/S : Sorry for the lousy written english, i'm really out of idea what to type :X

This is love ♥

2009-11-26T11:21:00.005+08:00

Hello earthlings, i'll try to make a quick update before i start preparing to go out (:
Yeapps, my father just called me & we're going simlim to buy a com for my younger brother.
It's a promise he made to my younger brother few months ago. So he's gonna fulfil it now (:
Can't wait to have a new computer at home! Woohoo, like finally! My brother won't be snatching my com anymore :D I'll probably be snatching his instead :X My father's gonna buy him a gaming pc afterall, it's definitely going to be so much better than mine. Though mine looks nicer :X

Mum's out with younger brother to school as it's a big day to all p6 students who took PSLE.
They'll get to know the results today. Hope that he'll be able to go to the school he wants. He said his first choice would be "Manjusri Sec" I thought it'll be a little difficult for him, but still, hope he'll get posted to that school, afterall, it's better than "Macpherson Sec" :X All the best Xue!

Oh yeah, was so happy when i received ritche's sms yesterday morning.
My babes finally remembered me eh? Hahaas :X I thought i'll be left out again.
But i'm looking forward to this saturday's sentosa trip :D Hopefully, we'll all be having lots of fun.
My mum thrown my sunblock lotion, dammit, i'm so scared i'll get even more tanned again, when it's like finally there's some people who said i'm becoming fairer. Gahs*
I think i'll go get one tomorrow, & ofcause i wouldn't want to get sunburnt. Especially on my face! Hopefully there's no changes in this trip (:

Well, i might have a change in plan about my future. Might not go ITE anymore (:
Gonna start working as i heard, ITE don't provide the financial assistant scheme.
School fees & other expenses in school would be a rather heavy burden to mum.
& ofcause, the main reason is that i feel that there's other courses that may interest me more than hairfashion. It's not a easy job being a hairstylist in singapore, low salary & competitive in econmy, maybe if i work various job, i might find a better course that will give me a easier life in the future, to be realistic, living in singapore is not talking about dream. Is money we're talking about. So hold on to this dream might no give me any advantages in the future.
If in any case i still wants hairfashion, i will work harder to take a private course.
At least private course is less time consuming. I rather spent 6months & pay more money.
So yeaps, that's my current plan (:

& tomorrow, finally's me & hubby 4th month together :D Hurhurs~♥
LoveLove~

That's all i guess (:
Adios!

Enjoyed my day :D

2009-11-22T22:44:00.007+08:00

Hello peeps, no pics again. Hoho~ Don't really have the mood take pics since my phone is only 3.2mp.
Anyways, went to holland's breko to take pay today, 262bucks, excluding the tips.
So i will still have 300+ If i add the tips in :D Wynne say she'll pass to us personally on mid december.
Went orchard today, NewUrbanMale was having a promotion.
50% off if you buy 2 items. & today's the freaking last day lah! Grrs~
Gahs, i was so tempted to buy something! So here i go~my bad habbit ):
I had my eye on a 3-way bag. Can be hand carried, slinged or bagpack :D
I have to buy one more stuff so i can have 50%. Went to look for party tanks.
They didn't have my size so i asked hubby to buy one of his size instead :X
The party tank says "Japan" on top, though he don't look like a japanese, but the colour is nice (:
Thanks lah hubby. I know you're the best. Kekes~ If you didn't buy that party tank you would have been able to buy both L4D2 & Modern War (PC Games)
Then we're both broke again :X Lols. It's fun having a day out with hubby without worrying for money. I kinda enjoyed it. Thanks alot hubby. & you actually took the effort in attempting to surprise me, i'm happy enough (: Love you lots!!! Hurhurs~

Here's a video of Lady Gaga's bad romance.
Watch this if you haven't watch it yet (: It's quite cool, i like :D

I have to let you guys who're interested in my job know something first.
We don't have the chance to work all the time.
It's base on how much the stock is & wether they need extra helps or not.
So seriously speaking, i do not know myself if you guys are able to work.
& i don't even know whether i still has the chance to work or not.
I'm still waiting for their call, so don't put your hopes too high in this job yeah?
I'll try to ask for vacancies if they want extra worker alright? (:
But please, only come if you're able to withstand long working hours..
& able to be fast. I don't want the boss to say i recommend her lousy workers.
Sorry if i wasn't able to help, i'll keep a look out for job vacancies & post them on blog.
I hope that'll help you guys a little.
Thanks & Loves ♥

A short & sweet post about my sweet day (:
Thats all & Adios ♥

Tired.

2009-11-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

A short post for now, been working for the past 3days & that's the main reason why i didn't update.
Well, i just collected my pay today for my past 3days of work, 175bucks :D Woohoo~♥

Oh yeah, i'm going to holland's breko to collect my pay too. Hopefully it'll be at least 300bucks.
I'm soo gonna be rich :D Hiakhiaks~ Gave mummy a 50bucks just now, i know it's not much.
But i'll definitely give her more if i earn more in the future (:

I'm darn tired today, pack 2500 bags & i feels that my hands & legs are no longer attached to my body .__.
(FYI, i'm so working in a "factory" place & my only job is to do packing)
6.50 per hour~ :D Though it's tiring, but i like it.. it's fun :D Kekes.

Alright, that's all for now~ i wanna rest early tonight, no work tomorrow (:
Will probably post tomorrow if i have the mood to alright? Don't miss me too much~
Buhbyes♥

I'm sorry.

2009-11-15T03:57:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the lack for awareness, i didn't know you would be so lonely without me.
How i wish i could spent all my time with you, but you know i can't.
I'm a super lousy girlfriend, but sorry my dear, i have no solutions to make it better.
I could only apologise for neglecting you all the time & accompany my mum instead.
My mum is too attached to me, not much friends around. You should know it best my dear.
I'm always very stressed about this matter, i sucks at organising my time, sorry about that.
Sometimes i really felt that maybe, you'll be better without me as your girlfriend.
You might live your life better, or maybe, have a girlfriend which is so much better than me.
From the beginning you should know, i'm not someone with much freedom to start with.
You might envy other guys, their girlfriend could go accompany them at anytime of the day.
Well, i'm sorry i'm not like that, not that i don't want to, it's just that i couldn't.
Not everything is within my control, & not in yours either. None of us can do anything about it.
Just to tell you my dear, i want to spend time with you just as much as you want it to.

I love you my dear boy, i've always felt this way.
I have to spare thoughts for you & my mum at the same time.
I wish you could understand how difficult it is my dear, you have no idea how stress i am.
I'm sorry that i've disappointed you, but you know, i'm no longer the same.
In the past, i could always come out in the night & slack/ton with you so oftenly, 3times a week.
Now? Not even once in a week, i totally understand how you feel, serious.
I just want you to understand me a little bit more rather than getting upset about this matter.
Everytime i get rejected by mum when i request for staying over at your place for a night, i'm 2x more disappointed than you are, but you don't seems to know.

I know it's useless saying this much, but i just want you to understand how i feel a little more.
I'm sorry i disappointed you all the time, i really am..
But still, i'll try to spend as much time as possible with you. I'll try to satisfy all your needs & wants.
I'll try my very best to be a better girlfriend, it just hurts me to see you being disappointed all the time.
I love you lots my boy, for eternity. Have a good night, & sweet dreams ♥

Random Updates

2009-11-14T11:03:00.006+08:00

Life's been pretty boring recently, no jobs, no activities.
But yesterday's outing with my mum & my future-auntie was quite a fun one (:
If i wasn't having insufficient sleep, it'll be better. Gahs*
My future-auntie's gonna get married at thailand & is shopping for some wedding stuffs.
Picked quite a few stuffs for her, & oh yeah, her wedding gown is super cute :D
I want a wedding gown like her's when i get married in the future ^.^ Hees~
Plus all the stuffs we picked for her, she'll look just like a barbie doll.
I'm still hesistating wether i should go thailand to attend her wedding or not.
Oh yeah, i exend a few strands of pink hair extension on my hair.
I look just like some typical ahlian now. *Laughs. But I don't care lah, it's nice :D

Well, tonight i'm going east coast with my relatives :D
Been so long since i've last have an outing with them. I bet it'll be very fun (:
Only thing is i couldn't smoke there. Guess i'll have to go somewhere else if i want to smoke.
The best thing is, hubby's gonna join me tonight :D HeeHee~
I think they're going to bring their own bbq stuffs to bedok jetty. Those portable ones..
They're intending to go fishing & bbq-ing at the same time. Well, sounds good to me (:
I'll bring my camera tonight to snap some random pictures to blog.
The biggest reason i don't want to blog is because i have no pictures to blog ):
You guys would rather my entries to be filled with pictures than words right?

Hees~ So that's all for the entry ^.^ I'll post tomorrow if i'm not lazy :X Kekes~

Meows~ :D

2009-11-13T03:00:00.000+08:00

I'm bored, i've revert back to blogger, do relink yeah people?
Uhm, i'll do all the relinking & clearing of dead links tomorrow.
Life's fine but bored, i might die of boredom soon if this continues.. *cries*
This week will be quite busy packing up my stuffs. Hubby's gonna have his own activities too.
So we probably won't meet up this week, i'll miss him alot uh ): *Sigh*
Well, that's all, a short update. I'll probably post again when i wake up. See how things goes.

CIAOS~

Random-ness

2009-11-09T17:33:00.000+08:00

Hello there peeps! :D Kolyn's here again! HOHO~
Anyways, i really enjoyed my weekends! HIAKHIAK! Thanks hubby <3
I know you've sacrificed alot by coming over to accompany me.
You've not been playing a proper L4D match for the past few days yeah?
So today i shall be a good girl & will refrain myself from bothering you uh.

Gahs, my blog's rotting kinda badly eh? Same goes to my tagboard, but i don't care much.
Been very lazy to post entries uh :X HEE~
Oh yeah, sony ericsson satio's finally out! I've been waiting for soooo long!
Smsed a friend of mine working at one of the handphone shop in city plaza few days ago.
Asking him about the price & the functions. He says it's super nice!
Well, same goes for the price as well. $960 bucks leh.. Gahs!~
It's my dream phone, so i'll get it no matter what.
Sooner or later, i'll get my hand on that phone for sure! HOHOHO~
Anyways, here's some pictures of it :D

Oh yeah, i suddenly remembered i've post a entry about this phone before.
Heehs~ Super chio, i like i like!! Maybe the price will drop if i wait for a few more months.
So for the time being, i'm gonna save money money! Find job & work work work!
Clear all my wishlist! HOHO! Alright, that's all for this random blog entry xD
I was just trying to think of topic to post so that my blog won't be tooo dead.
I'm visiting my blog everyday too, so don't be shy, leave some tags. I'll reply them (:

So that's all~ TATA!

Boring Holidays

2009-11-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

Alright, here to update again (: Hubby's been asking my to update my blog lately.
So here i am :D I've been doing nothing but playing Pet Society & watch anime nowadays.
I know Pet Society is a boring game, but believe it or not. My whole family's into it :D
My mum's been crazy over that game for a couple of days now. She's still not bored of it. HAHA.
Anyways~ i've dyed my hair :D The picture above might not look obvious but i dyed copper red (:
Been raining alot lately, & i couldn't go out. Mummy's going to malaysia with her friends this weekend.
Brother's going to stay overnight at cousin's house this weekend too.
Poor me & gucci, being left at home alone. Worst thing, i couldn't go out! Why?
Because mummy's worried about gucci, mummy doesn't want gucci to be left alone at home ):
Fortunately, hubby's going to come over & keep me accompany :D Hee, my boyfriend's the best! ♥
The only thing i don't like about him is.. he treat L4D better than me ): Bleahs, idiot you!

Oh yeah, germaine intro me a anime website, it's damn good :D
Although some of the anime inside is open with megavideo, which i hate the most.
But overall~ I find it better than the anime websites i've been using.
The link's ontop! :D (Anilinkz) Anime lovers, you'll fall in love with this website too ^.^

Alright, i'm gonna go watch anime & play pet society for awhile more (:
Hubby's gonna come over to meet me for dinner late on, but till now, he's still playing L4D.
Gahs, nevermind, today's his last day playing L4D for this week anyway :D
MUAHAHAHAHA~ Although my com have L4D too, but i'm not gonna let him play! xD
Imma evil girlfriend~ HOHO!

IDIOT! ):

2009-10-29T19:52:00.001+08:00

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P/S : i type every single word out. No copy paste.
Because i have not much time now, it's only this short, or else if would have been much longer!
Idiot bapok, stupid boyfriend!

i guess i feel a little better (: well, maybe just 10% better.

YOU THIS IDIOT! BAKA BAKA BAKA!!

Happy 3rd Month Anniversary Dearest (:

2009-10-27T09:21:00.000+08:00

Hubby! :D Tomorrow's finally our 3rd month together! ♥
Though we have many disagreements, unsatisfaction, but our love for each other is unaffected.
Just now when i was lying down on the bed resting, many memories flash through my mind..
I remembered the time when we're first together, which is 3years ago..
Those times was the most memorable & the happiest moment in my 16years of life.
& well, 6months later, we broke up, due to some unknown reasons.
we're like strangers after we broke up, we don't talk to each other nor meet up.
i think it lasted for 1-2months. Many people tried to patch us back.. yet unsuccessful.
Mummy tried alot by asking you out for me to go on a shopping with her.
There was once were we went bugis. Mummy was asking me to hold your hand.
But damn my timid-ness, i didn't dare to do so. As i was afraid you'll swing my hand away.
During this period of time, i asked for patch more than 5 times? But every single time i was rejected.
Oh yeah, & xuan.. he tried to helped to. On my 14th birthday? We're playing "true or dare" at east coast.
You losted & he dared you to drink a mouthful of coke or something & pass it to me mouth to mouth.
I was very happy though you did it not because that you like me. Even so, i'm satisfied enough.

There were many other things that 1day isn't enough for me to list out everything.
We're now back together again & still loving (: There's no pressure being together with you.
There's no stress & there's no restriction. We don't control each other too much.
This is the kind of relationship i'm yearning for, a simple & carefree relationship.
So what if you're not rich enough to pamper me? That's not important at all.
I know my mum's being materialistic.
She always thought that only by being together with someone rich, then i'll gain happiness.
But that isn't the matter, by being with you just proves her totally wrong (:

Dearest, i love you lots, & nothing in this world could tear us apart.
Happy 3 months anniversary. May our love last till eternity.
Muacks! ♥

Graduation, Seperation, Mixed feelings

2009-10-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

Well, i just came back from school. Just attend my graduation ceremony.
When i was sitting in the hall listening to the speech, my heart is filled with mix feelings.
The thought of leaving that school after studying there for 4 years.
I don't deny the fact that this school really sucks a big time, well, for me at least.
But at the same time, i have many happy moments..
For example, if i never get into macpherson sec, i will never get to know hubby (:
& not forgetting alicer, ailing, vivien & a bunch of good buddies :D

Oh, & my Sec 3 & 4 classmates, they're the most idiotic friends i've known :X
But to my surprise, hanging out with them actually make me feel very happy.
Apart from some disciplinary cases, i enjoyed studying in this school quite alot.
No joke okay (: Well, thanks Macpherson Secondary School.
& thanks alot to some of the teachers, especially Mrs Tan.
I know i brought alot troubles to you. My apologies.. I hope you will forgive me. HAHA!

Alright, other than this, i would like express my appreciation to Breko Cafe as well.
Oh wait, i have not tell you guys what happened yet. Hmms~
Breko Cafe's contract with Captial Land is over & the boss don't wish to continue anymore.
All the managers was hoping i could continue this job with them at holland village.
Which is the main outlet. But it's really too far for me, i'm pretty sad too.
Well~ This is my very first time working as a waitress, serving customers.
I've made alot of mistakes at first but they did not give up on me.
I've gain alot of experience through this job & i have to admit..
I really enjoyed working there though the pay is quite low..
Winne, Dennis, Yin & all the crew there.. I would like to thank you all.
Thanks for this 1month +. I'll not forget you all okay!! :D
Got time i go down holland village & pay you guys a visit! Love & misses.
BREKO HUAT ARH :D

Life have to go on, not every friends you made will be with you forever.
But even so, i cherish all the moments we had together.
All these un-fateful bonds will always be remembered in my heart.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!
GOH JUN HUI IS LOVED! MUA~! ♥
Hees :X

P/S: I'll post all the pictures taken today when my classmates sends me :D

Exhausted~

2009-10-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

Alright, i know i look a little ugly here :X I never liked my side view. Ugly to the max -.-
Anyways, my next week's work schedule's mad sucky. I have to work for 5 days.
2 days closing & 2 days opening. *ohmygosh, save me please* ):
But for the sake of money! I have to persevere! WOOSH! :D
Oh yeahs, alicer, ailing & vivien's gonna come over to interview at breko tomorrow.
*FYI, i'm working at a cafe name breko beside bugis street*
Yeaps, we're in need of workers right now, so i guess they'll pass the interview no problem :D

My next week's work scedule :
Monday : 4pm -1am
Wednesday : 6pm - 1am
Friday : 11am - 6pm
Saturday : 12pm - 6pm
Sunday : 11am - 6pm

Sigh~ & it's only SDG$4.30 per hour .___. !!
I have to work like mad & the pay is totally not enough for me.
Hubby say he have "lobang". A job with $7/hour, it's pretty high.
But guess i'll stay at breko for a little longer first :D
Many people are resigning due to schools & low-pay.
So they've not enough workers, i'm not so cruel to resign at this point of time.
Hmm~~ Anyways, i'm done with my naggings~ :D
So.. yeahs, that's all! ADIOS!~

ARHHH~BORING!

2009-10-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

Alrighty, after neglecting my blog for so long, i finally decided to update :X
My GCE N'lvls are finally over & i'm now on my holiday :D WEEEEE!!
Well, every subject were quite okay, except for maths.
I don't know why the hell the set such difficult questions for the paper.
Probably it's only me, but it really is difficult. Arghs, i'm starting to feel sick of math.
I don't even have any confidence if i can do well or not for N'lvls. Sigh~
Keep my finger crossed & hope i'll see good results on that "toilet paper".

Tomorrow's a birthday of a friend of mine (: We're not very close but still...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITIAN (: I know i'm few hours early. Lols.
I'm sorry i couldn't celebrate your birthday with you as i'm working tomorrow.
But still hope that you'll enjoy your day :D Hurhur~~
I'll make sure i serve you like a princess if you're coming to have dinner at our cafe :X
HAHA~

Alrighty, i'm off to continue watching "The outsider" - 斗鱼
I know it's a damn damn long chinese drama.
I start watching it because xuan claims it's damn damn nice.
Well, it's like what he said. It's really a very nice drama :D HOHO~
ADIOS!!

Short Update

2009-09-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

Hello all, firstly, i would like to apologise for the lack of updates in my blog.
I've start working already so i rarely have the time to even use the com ):
I'll be so damn exhausted when i reach home after work sometimes so yeah, sorry.
Anyways, this are all gucci's picture. I especially like the 2nd & the 4th (:
The 2nd picture is like she saw a god or something, staring out the window. Lols.
& The 4th on is when i called her name " GUCCI!" She looked at me, 2nd time, she tilt her head.
SOOOOOOO CUTE! But it's a little blurred ):

Okay i know it's 2 days late.. but.. Happy 2nd month to hubby & myself (: Teehee~~
Like i said, it's a short update, so there will be no mushy mushy dedications or whatsoever :X
I'll make up to you next time my dear (: Though we're both working on our anniversary.
But nevertheless, we still enjoyed our day (: Satisfied enough to be able to see each other <3

Alrighty, my secondary school days's gonna be over is just less than 2 weeks time.
After i finish taking my last paper of GCE N'lvl, i'm offcially out of that school.
Ohhh boy, you don't know how long i've wished to get my ass out that school.
Been suffering alot for the past 3years ++ :X Good luck to those juniors who're still there :X
Especially you my dear, another year to tolerate huh? HiakHiak~~
(Eh, i'm just teasing, don't you dare really quit school !)
Yeapps, guess that's all, i sacrificed my time to watch anime just to post a entry for you guys.
See i'm so damn good right? HOHO~ Well, i'll try to post again soon (:
That's all lah~ (: Take care my dear readers *MUARH* ADIOS!

Lame Ass Peoples

2009-09-21T17:57:00.000+08:00

Like few days ago, shiguan suddenly talked to me & told me about this.
http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2505134
I was quite alright at first, & he did advise me to lock my tagboard or change my link.
But i thought it'll be a little too troublesome as i just changed my link no long ago.
More-ever, if i lock my tagboard, how my readers gonna tag me? Right right? :X
(I'm very considerate towards my readers, see i'm so good, so tag more yeah? LOL:X)
After this thing was post up in the forum, for the next 2hours..
I have 300 plus hits from this website to my blog.. -.- (ohmygod~~~)
(Normally takes me 2days to have 300hits in my blog, so pathetic. LOL.)
& i see my tagboard being flood with tags, some of them are totally rubbish! (no offence but true)
& after seeing the comments in the forum, i'm more determine to no lock my tagboard.

& PLEASE LOOK AT WHAT THIS PERSON SAY! -.- I'm so pissed off i tell you..

In the first place, i don't even have this programme. I know photoshop can edit lots of stuffs.
I've read xiaxue's blog before & i know photoshop can make someone even more good looking.
FYI~ I used a website call http://picnik.com to edit my picture. (yes, i admit i do edit my picture)
Most of them are premium features & i can't use them. & i only adjust the contrast level & add in a little effect.
THATS ALL ! -.- Don't act like you're so smart & say my picture photoshop gaogao (thick thick)
Whatever lah~ Like you're so smart -.- I'm not even angry when people say even gucci more attractive.
Idiot peoples.. & I'm not saying i look down on people who photoshop their picture.
Just like seriously, i don't want people to think my pictures are fake you know?

Look at the hits on 20th sep. 600+ leh -.- &!!!!!

& 500+ of them are from the forum . *faints*
I don't know who posted it up but i'm glad that this things only last for 1day. *god bless me*

Girls' Generation

2009-09-19T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hello there people (: Kolyn's here to update again. A short post yeah?
Uhm~ I slept till very late today, guess what time i woke up? :D 6pm+!
Hoho~ So i'm very wide awake now, there's nothing to dooooo~
I'm gonna try to do the revision papers teachers gave later on.
I'll leave it blank if i doesn't know how to do, well, at least i tried :X
Anyways, girls' generation is a korean girl band.
So called baby's favourite now. Lols, this song of theirs is quite cute.
Thought i don't understand what they singing :X Hehs..

Well, here's a video~ I didn't take the original MV.
Full dance step better mah hor? :X Hehs. So guess that's all~~

& a video of gucci :D
Video taken by Kerina Khoo aka my laobu!

I'm so bored ):

2009-09-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

I've been doing nothing for the whole day now. Gahs~ Watch anime, slack, eat.
I didn't even study a single shit. Anyways, brought Gucci for grooming today..
That's how she look before grooming, well~ after grooming's picter.. some other time (:
I've been trying to make a blogskin today. Spent for only 30mins.. as there isn't much changes..
Well, now i'm using onsugar, i'm used to how big the pictures always turns out when i upload them.
Blogger's largest photo is still very small, i'm not sure how others upload big pictures in blogger.
Probably because they have better cameras? Hmm~ Not sure about it.
Bored bored bored ): I've got nothing to do now!~

I'll probably sleep early tonight. I'm pretty tired already.. guess i'll continue using onsugar..for now.
I kept wanting to revert back to blogger, but i want to use onsugar too! Arghs.. Irritated! ):
Guess that's all for this post, i'm kinda lazy to update any further..
There's nothing much for me to update either :X My life's pretty dull. Lack of entertainment i would say.
I wish i could work soon ): At least there's something for me to do lah....

Reviving my little diary (:

2009-09-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

My my, i'm so sorry that there isn't any update in my blog for the past few days.
Well, i'm just pure lazy :X & there's nothing for me to post about.
But i find that my blog will really rot to death if i continue leaving it like this :X
So here's a little short update :D Well, N'lvls are going on smoothly.
Pretty easy, for some papers. &.. CPA today is pretty difficult.
I think even if i do pass, it'll only be a borderline pass ): Not much hope for CPA now.
Zisen's gonna kill me if he knows i did badly for CPA *cries*

Went for interview today, amazingly, i passed the interview :D
& i'm gonna start my job next week. Woohoo~ It's going to be my first time taking F&B jobs.
& I know my reader-ship has been dropping quite alot over the weeks.
Probably due to the lack of updates in my blog nowadays. I'm sorry about that (:
But even so, please don't stop coming to my blog :D I'll try my best to update as much as i can. Sooo, till i've complete my new blogskin, please do your part by tagging me :D
ADIOS~ <3

Random-ness

2009-09-11T17:30:00.001+08:00

ARHHH~BORING!

2009-09-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

Dearest Princess Gucci <3

2009-09-06T19:40:00.003+08:00

Well, i'm bored today, not in the mood to study yet but i'll study later on. Have a sudden itch to take photographs.. SOOOOOOOO~ Poor gucci, she have to be my model today. But she's a lousy model :XShe kept moving around & most of of pictures are blurred.
So this 3 is the best one i've picked out.
She look better without her tongue sticking out, because she'll look irritating that way.

Alrighty, guess that's all for this doggy post. I'll post some other stuffs again tomorrow?
Gonna study later on. Tomorrow's my english paper!!~ Arh & I'm starting to get anxious ):

Random! (:

2009-09-05T18:27:00.000+08:00

I have no picture to post so i start digging my past photos to upload, this was probably taken 2years ago.
I miss my side fringe ): I'm gonna wait for it to grow & i'm gonna cut back my previous fringe! :D
Anyways, it's just a simple update here. Just gotten my science result today from my friend.
He's so nice to sms me (: Thanks Yineng, well, congrats for getting top for science (:
Gonna reveal my prelim's results, it's not very good, but i've made alot of improvement already. really (:

Chinese : 90/100 -A1 (2nd top in class, 1mark lesser than a china boy *angry*)
English : 78/100 -A1 (top in class)
Science : 69/100 -B3 (I'm happy)
Math : 59/100 - C5 (I'll do better in N'lvl!)
CPA : 58/100 - C5 (I only take pratical & i pass! :D)
D&T : 0/100 Dropped (awww~)

Okay, I know its not very good, but compare to my Mid-Year exam results.
Can say all the subjects have big improvment. Hees~ I'm gonna mug hard, very very hard (:
I'm very satisfied with my mark, but ofcause if i'm capable of scoring higher & N'lvl, that would be alot better (:
I will not disappoint my mother & those who've hold high hopes on me.
Though others may think, i'm not the top student in NA but since i've dropped to NT, it's reasonable to expect me to be one in NT. But well, i may have to apologise for those who're thinking this way.
NT students may not be stronger in academic areas than other streams. But they are really hardworking.
Hongwei is a ex NA student too, even he himself find it stress to compete with our classmates.
Just hope i could do well in N'lvl & get the course i want, that's the most i could ask for (: Gambatte-yo zhen!

Alright, baby has been very sweet by accompanying me the whole day. Thanks <3
He actually wanted to play basketball with his friends, but dropped the idea after knowing i'll be alone at home today, as both xue & mummy is out ):
Actually i do have plead him not to go, in exchange, i have to cook dinner for him. Lucky it's only instant noodle :X Wahahas~ & i have to wash the plates too! ):
Weehaou is finally coming back tomorrow from malaysia (: I miss him so much!!! Gonna meet him tomorrow :D
It's been so long since i've last seen him. The last time i've seen him was on my mum's last year's birthday.
Which is 20th August 2008. Means it's been 1year plus since i've last seen him already. Awwwww~
I miss those time where he'll tease us & make us laugh (: Heard from larry that he've become a drug addict.
Well, I hope it's not true. Gonna ask him tomorrow.
Oh yeah, & baby's gonna rebond his fringe tomorrow, it's only 20bucks.
Hahaas, finally your fringe is going to be straight huh baby (: No longer curly curly. HAHA!

Okay lah, guess i'll just stop here (: Hopefully i get to snap some picture tomorrow so i got something to blog :D
Continue reviving my tagboard readers. Your tag will encourage to me to blog more often (:
Love you guys & Takecare! Byes!

Breathing Difficulties

2009-09-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hello there again people (: Well, unfortunately, i have no pictures for you guys today (:
A pretty tiring day today, partly because i only slept for 2hours last night.
Went to school as usual, menstrual pain is making me suffering alot, i couldn't concentrate quite well.
Went home at was ready to take a shower & have a nap then Hongwei called me. For a study session.
It's rare chance actually, so went out to have one hour of math revision with him & Moaying.
Well, studying with them isn't as bad as i thought. At least i learnt something (:
Thanks Hongwei for teaching me for some question i'm not very sure about.
Went to slack with xuan & his friends after revisions~ Nothing much.

Seems to me that my illness is starting to relapse again. Yes, breathing difficulties.
Even now, every breath i take feels like something piercing through my chest. Tortured -.-
I don't know if it's because of me smoking too much or some illness from young.
Whatever, i just hope all these sufferings will go away soon.
Mummy's out & xue's in the room watching shows. Left with Gucci out in the living room with me.
Well, guess i shouldn't be so naggy in a post without any pictures. I'll post again soon i guess.
When i have something to say.. i'm pretty worn out right now.
Baby's playing basketball, hope he won't get injured again. He never fails to make me worry -.-
People, please don't be lazy to relink me! I know you guys have been linking me from kolynstic.bs.com
But i'm going to remove that relink blog very soon, so yeahs. Continue tagging me yeah readers?
Guess that's all. Soooo~ Till then (: Byebye & takecare!

Happy Birthday Alicer

2009-09-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

Well, today's Alicer's birthday. Baby came my house to meet me, but i was dilly-dallying :X Hees! So end up reaching alicer's house last. Sorry! ):
Alright, when we reach there. There's nothing much to do, only to see a group of people play monopoly -.-

Well, alicer bought a very small cake because she never thought there would be so many people.
So some others went down to buy another cake.
Slack around & played with alicer & friends (: They were reading some japanese book, well.. it's a book that teaches japanese language (: Soon after, the cake was ready & it's the cake cutting session~~~ :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALICER~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~ ♥

Well, after everyone finish eating their cakes, we took some group photos :D

After that, people start to leaves for other stuffs & left with me, baby, alicer, ritche, joreen, kakay & ailing.
We decided to go teoheng but we reach pretty early so we had katong laksa for dinner (:
But some of us are being snapped shot :X HAHA!

Seriously, i'm pretty tired now. After all the singing & craziness, i'm totally exhausted ):
So i shall end this post short & simple with many photos.
Actually there's more but i'm too lazy to upload all of them :X HEE~
Happy birthday alicer, hope you enjoyed your birthday yeah? (: Hees.
Uhm, Ritche & Aileen, i felt sorry for the loss but no point dwelling over it yeah?
We all love fendi & she'll always stay alive in our heart (: Well, fendi.. rest in peace.

I'll post again tomorrow i guess, i'm tired now ): Oh yeah, people.. please relink me yeah?
& continue tagging my tagboard (:
Love you peoples~ Nyah!!

I miss you bubble

2009-08-31T21:04:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps (: Here i am again yeah? Hehs. Yeaps, this is a picture taken quite long ago.

Bubble, how many years have we been seperated? 2years? I'm still missing you badly.

I miss the time when you hop & jump around in the room, i miss the time when you'll always snuggle beside me finding the most comfortable place to sleep. i miss the time when you'll beg me for food whenever we're having meals. You've been the most wonderful pet, Bubble.

You've always stand a little place in our heart that no other dogs could replace, now & forever.

Even now, the thought of you will always make us cry. But we know you're no longer ours.

I'll find time to visit you soon. I hope that you still remember me yeah? Love you.

Tomorrow's Alicer's aka my honey's birthday. Well, it seems that she've decided to keep the celebration simple. Which is gather all friends to celebrate it at her house. Cake cutting session will start at 12pm, so everyone is required to reach there before 12. Gahs, i have not get her any present yet -.- Shits, sorry honey. Guess your present from me will be a little late, i'm short of cash recently. Sorry~~

Alrighty, it's a short & simple update. Guess that's all for this post, i'll bring my camera to alicer's house tomorrow to snap a few pictures back (: Take care readers!

Oh yeah, look at my pathetic tagboard, there's only one tag for today, which is from baby.

Please keep my tagboard alive yeahs? Come in talk cock also can (: Just leave me a tag when you visit my blog (: I'll try my best to keep you guys entertained.

That's all~ ADIOS!

Random Topics

2009-08-30T13:03:00.005+08:00

Alright, came to post like what i promised you guys (: Everyone's leaving blogger to other domains. Many people says blogger is a problematic domain, well, as for me, i never have problem with blogger before, except for once that i can't even load on to blogger page. The only problem for blogger is the speed for them to upload a photo is extremely slow. For those who're uploading like maybe 100+ photo per post can never use blogger. But afterall, i still find blogger okay, maybe when someday it gives me the same problems that other people have encountered then i'll move to other domains (:

Sorry for the random pictures above. My phone's camera sucks so i don't take picture anymore.

Unless i go dig out my old 7.2 megapixel digital camera, but i'm kinda lazy to go find it :X

Mummy's being nice recently & is buying me a iPod-touch. I'm happy! :D

Well, now i've got myself a new stable phone. & going to get a I-touch, my next aim will be the 12.1megapixel pink sony camera :D 500bucks! Guess i'll need to save for pretty long time.

So readers, till then. my blog will often lag of pictures ): But i'll try my best to make my content as interesting as possible yeah?

Gucci's being very obedient recently. Mummy have trimmed her fur & she's extremely cute right now (: I love her, oh yeahs. Yesterday my younger brother's friend brought a puppy up to my house, they found it somewhere along the road & they say the puppy is hungry. So i went in to take some food for her (:

They name the puppy "mentos" so cute of them (: After that, mummy came out & suggest that she'll give that puppy a shower before they could bring it home.

Helped mentos to bath & clean her ears & stuffs. But unfortunately, when the 2 brothers bring mentos home, her mother say they cannot own a dog as there's baby at home. So they have to let it go again. I felt very pity for that puppy. She's cute ): Maybe i'll bring her home again someday if i met her again (:

Alright, i guess that's all for this post (: I know it's kinda wordy & boring. But i have nothing much to post already. No programmes today ): I'm bored..

Gahs* Takecare readers, continue tagging on my tagboard (: Love you guys & byebye!

Bored ):

2009-08-29T14:49:00.013+08:00

P/S: Please bear with the lousy photo quality.
(We're using a 3.2MP phone camera)

Baby came meeting me at my house & we went to eat lunch (: Hee~ Wanton Mee.
After that we took 70 & alight at suntec i think. Walked around searching for singapore flyer.
It's both our first time there (: Lols. Finally we found it~!

This is the F1 raching car on display outside the ticketing booth (: It's very chio~

Bought 2 tickets (: I think they're having a promotion, students only need to pay 10 for the ticket (: It's very cheap, compare to the original price, so i guess being a students, there's pretty much advantages & benefits eh? Hahaas~ There's student price almost everywhere :X

We're a little early, decided to see the night view instead so we bought tickets for 7.30 (:

While waiting, i played with my phone's game & baby snapped me ):

Walk around, smoke & finally it's 7.30 & we went it :D

F1 racing track & spectators seats :D

The view was breath-taking, but unfortunately, my phone doesn't have good camera functions ):

So this is the most i could show. It's nice & i love the views. should try going for the day view next time :X HAHA~

Well, there's a bad news i have to tell you guys :X I'm meeting baby now & going over to alicer's house to slack. So i think i have not much time to post longer. I promise to come back again (:

Either tonight or tomorrow. Sorry yeah people? Continue to tag on my tagboard.

Takecares & BYE :D

Singapore Flyer

2009-08-28T22:58:00.003+08:00

Hello there people (:

Well, i'm a little lazy to post now, so i'll post tomorrow about stuffs that happenened today.

It'll be a long post with lots of random topics (:

So you guys can look forward to tomorrow's entry yeah? '

Oh by the way, my phone's camera sucks & bear with the photo quality yeah?

I have no money to buy good cameras ): So that's about all (:

Take care readers, oh yeah! Continue tagging!

Here's a cute video for you guys (: ENJOY!

Hello Kitty Addicts

2009-08-24T21:57:00.008+08:00

Hello again people (: Well, finally there's picture of myself.

As you all can see, my bangs's getting longer, it's covering my eyes already & it's irritating.

I'm still thinking if i should let it grow & cut back my previous hairstyle or I'll just trim it now & continue with bangs. Headaches ): I look too kiddy with bangs. Gahs, & bunny ontop, it's a surprise present from Jun (: Thanks alot my dear, I bought the same one for mummy's birthday :X HAHA! So now i have to write my name on the tag so we won't take the wrong one.

The hello kitty thumbdrive was given by christopher for my birthday (: I haven't got the chance to thank him properly. So here it is (: Thanks for giving me this kawaii thumbdrive, i love it alot!

The only thing i'm not satisfied is.. WHY IS IT NOT IN PINK!? :X

This is Sony Ericsson T707 (: I love the pink! ♥

I was looking for a 2nd hand around city plaza & i couldn't find any ):

Well, cannot blame. It's only out for less than 4months. I was thinking to trade in my LG viewty for this phone. Because i don't really like LG's function. I still love sony ericsson more :D Hees!~

Alrighty, today's already the 5th day since the hungry ghost festival started. Everyone've been trying to go out lesser in the night i suppose? I don't usually go out in the night so it didn't make much difference to my life. Except that i have to really have to be careful of what i say & where i walk. So, here to remind all of you again (: Don't stay out too late, (especially you, gohjunhui!) & don't spit around, you cannot see them so you might offend them for dirtying their place.

That's all for this post i guess (:

Last but not least, continue tagging on my tagboard & click on my nuffnang adverts (:

Love you people~! Good nights & sweet dreams :D

ADIOS!

WithLove ♥ Kolyn

Empty Promises

2009-08-23T17:37:00.002+08:00

Alright, this is one of the picture taken yesterday. I'm totally not in the mood right now.

Rest of the picture's with Benny & Junhui. That's all for this post. Byes.